Polina Semionova, principal dancer of the American Ballet Theatre
Friday, September 9, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Where are you?
God where are you?
I've been faithfully doing all i can to develop the talents you have given me, take care of the responsibilities you have blessed with me.
Stay back everyday single day in school to train, cheerlead until my knuckles bleed, my muscles hurt, im so fatigued, every morning i wished i didnt have to get out of bed, but i still do, to carry out my duties. i listen in class so that i dont have to waste money taking tuition, but God where are you?
Isnt that enough?
It was just rain, God.
Why didnt you stop it for me?
Instead it got heavier.
You knew how heavy my bag was
You knew i was holding my laptop in my hands
You knew my hands were already hurting
but still the bus came so late,
the rain got heavier
and i had to scratch my hand again taking my keys
God where are you?
Where are you when I need you?
I've been faithfully doing all i can to develop the talents you have given me, take care of the responsibilities you have blessed with me.
Stay back everyday single day in school to train, cheerlead until my knuckles bleed, my muscles hurt, im so fatigued, every morning i wished i didnt have to get out of bed, but i still do, to carry out my duties. i listen in class so that i dont have to waste money taking tuition, but God where are you?
Isnt that enough?
It was just rain, God.
Why didnt you stop it for me?
Instead it got heavier.
You knew how heavy my bag was
You knew i was holding my laptop in my hands
You knew my hands were already hurting
but still the bus came so late,
the rain got heavier
and i had to scratch my hand again taking my keys
God where are you?
Where are you when I need you?
Monday, October 11, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
My private movie
Pretty girls are all around
I'm looking up and down
'Till my view finder fins you in the sands
Zoom in 'til you fill the frame
You're driving me insane
And the way you're acting's telling me
You feel the same
Everything you do everything I see
The sunlight on your body is working for me
Take after take
Watching every move you make
There's only one thing that's missing
Picture me all over you
Picture you all over me
Baby you're that star in my private movie
You stealing the love scene
Right out of my dream
We see the sun come up
The violins are playing
Girl we're making love
In my private movie
Cut to a desert isle
Surrounded by the deep blue sea
Fade to a picture of your lips kissing me
Waves are crashing as out loves runs free
Let the rhythm take us from here to eternity
Oh baby can we make this real
Autograph my heart
'Cause you know how I feel
(Let me know how you feel)
'Cause you know it's true girl
You're me fantasy
There's only one thing missing
Since I saw your face
I've never been the same
Now it's only you I think of
Slow motion frame by frame
Picture me all over you
Picture you all over me
Baby you're the star
I'm looking up and down
'Till my view finder fins you in the sands
Zoom in 'til you fill the frame
You're driving me insane
And the way you're acting's telling me
You feel the same
Everything you do everything I see
The sunlight on your body is working for me
Take after take
Watching every move you make
There's only one thing that's missing
Picture me all over you
Picture you all over me
Baby you're that star in my private movie
You stealing the love scene
Right out of my dream
We see the sun come up
The violins are playing
Girl we're making love
In my private movie
Cut to a desert isle
Surrounded by the deep blue sea
Fade to a picture of your lips kissing me
Waves are crashing as out loves runs free
Let the rhythm take us from here to eternity
Oh baby can we make this real
Autograph my heart
'Cause you know how I feel
(Let me know how you feel)
'Cause you know it's true girl
You're me fantasy
There's only one thing missing
Since I saw your face
I've never been the same
Now it's only you I think of
Slow motion frame by frame
Picture me all over you
Picture you all over me
Baby you're the star
I never knew
I'm feeling so alone now tonight
Even though you're here by my side
Is there something on your mind
From the world you'd left behind
I feel as if the loved shared before
Doesn't wanna be here no more
And if there's something on your mind
There's never been a better time
To tell me
Do you love me
Still wanting me
Like I need you, oh
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
But I never knew I was losing you
I wonder as you walk through the door
Are you gonna hurt me some more
Never took you for the kind
Who would play up on my mind
Tell me what are you looking for
I can't play your games anymore
And when there's something on my mind
I will always find the time
To tell you
I still love you
Still wanting you
How I need you, oh
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
Losing you
It's not for the first time
That someone else has hurt me
By faking it too long
Where did we go wrong, yeah
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
Losing you
Never Knew I Was Losing You - Westlife
Even though you're here by my side
Is there something on your mind
From the world you'd left behind
I feel as if the loved shared before
Doesn't wanna be here no more
And if there's something on your mind
There's never been a better time
To tell me
Do you love me
Still wanting me
Like I need you, oh
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
But I never knew I was losing you
I wonder as you walk through the door
Are you gonna hurt me some more
Never took you for the kind
Who would play up on my mind
Tell me what are you looking for
I can't play your games anymore
And when there's something on my mind
I will always find the time
To tell you
I still love you
Still wanting you
How I need you, oh
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
Losing you
It's not for the first time
That someone else has hurt me
By faking it too long
Where did we go wrong, yeah
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
Losing you
Never Knew I Was Losing You - Westlife
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
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pray for them =)
they need it.
pray for them =)
they need it.
Monday, February 15, 2010
why I love chinese new year (even though mine sucks)
i dont know how to say this in pretty words like all the pendahuluan and stuffs. im jsut gonna cut straight to the point.
the difference between the english new year and the lunar new year.
whats the difference?
english new year, we normally spend it with friends, out in the daytime, back not before 3 am.
chinese new year. the year is ended with family, FAMILY reunion. cousins, aunties, uncles, grandparents, nephews, neices, etc, all meeting together, all eating together. untill pass 12, the new year starts. also with family. as the saying goes, blood runs thicker than water.
its just amazing how this tradition runs, of ending and starting the new year with family.
another one is, first day of new year, ang paos given out. the year is started out with BLESSING OTHERS. not all those "new year present for myself" crapped shits. chinese new year, its started out with BLESSING OTHERS. blessing others no matter how poor you are. wow. isnt it?
i know it sounds suckish but my brain is asleep.
the feeling of doing something even though you know its wrong ;
the difference between the english new year and the lunar new year.
whats the difference?
english new year, we normally spend it with friends, out in the daytime, back not before 3 am.
chinese new year. the year is ended with family, FAMILY reunion. cousins, aunties, uncles, grandparents, nephews, neices, etc, all meeting together, all eating together. untill pass 12, the new year starts. also with family. as the saying goes, blood runs thicker than water.
its just amazing how this tradition runs, of ending and starting the new year with family.
another one is, first day of new year, ang paos given out. the year is started out with BLESSING OTHERS. not all those "new year present for myself" crapped shits. chinese new year, its started out with BLESSING OTHERS. blessing others no matter how poor you are. wow. isnt it?
i know it sounds suckish but my brain is asleep.
the feeling of doing something even though you know its wrong ;
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
quote meichelle ;
I know ppl might think you're crazy when you say this. Its really a real thing. Apperciate bfore you lost it. When you taught you might lost someone, When you taught you might not meet her again, When you think all the memories you had, No matter how far you're, you'll be there to ensure she is alright. No matter how strong you're, you'll cry. No matter how much sins she did, you'll say "i'll forgive her just to ensure she is safe.". No matter how you all have fight how you hates her, you'll still iloveyou. Be with me nowww. There is only our feelings when we walked to the place. Trying to be strong but it was hard to be one. Trying our best to be with her, she is fighting with all those pain. But how sweet will it be if she know there is friend outside waiting
I know ppl might think you're crazy when you say this. Its really a real thing. Apperciate bfore you lost it. When you taught you might lost someone, When you taught you might not meet her again, When you think all the memories you had, No matter how far you're, you'll be there to ensure she is alright. No matter how strong you're, you'll cry. No matter how much sins she did, you'll say "i'll forgive her just to ensure she is safe.". No matter how you all have fight how you hates her, you'll still iloveyou. Be with me nowww. There is only our feelings when we walked to the place. Trying to be strong but it was hard to be one. Trying our best to be with her, she is fighting with all those pain. But how sweet will it be if she know there is friend outside waiting
wednesday 03.02.2010
monday ; pek chek with computer
tuesday ; pek chek with the girl that apparently isnt a girl
wednesday ; pek chek with mom. go school, wait ages for locker gate to open. walao. go take books, go class start rush seni. do do do do do. wahh. PEK CHEK. sim tia. everything cham cham. but ok la sometimes. after school went out, started pek chek again. i think its more of HURT. no money for lunch some more. IMAGINE. walao.cried all the way walking home. come in, cry some more, bathe sleep, wake up, facebooked, cried again. mummy came back. lecture me again, say why i takda mood at home. PLEASE LA. i outside have to put up the happy front, home is the only time i can show my feelings, so please la. and its like she expect me to be happy always. TEENAGERS GOT NO HORMONES IS IT. say sorry d summore say i not sincere. wtf la seriously.
tuesday ; pek chek with the girl that apparently isnt a girl
wednesday ; pek chek with mom. go school, wait ages for locker gate to open. walao. go take books, go class start rush seni. do do do do do. wahh. PEK CHEK. sim tia. everything cham cham. but ok la sometimes. after school went out, started pek chek again. i think its more of HURT. no money for lunch some more. IMAGINE. walao.cried all the way walking home. come in, cry some more, bathe sleep, wake up, facebooked, cried again. mummy came back. lecture me again, say why i takda mood at home. PLEASE LA. i outside have to put up the happy front, home is the only time i can show my feelings, so please la. and its like she expect me to be happy always. TEENAGERS GOT NO HORMONES IS IT. say sorry d summore say i not sincere. wtf la seriously.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Don't make me go through this again
talk about a freaky experience.
i can still feel it now. the panic. the uncertainty. the fear.
i can still feel it now. the panic. the uncertainty. the fear.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
haven't dont this in a while
update. haha.
3rd week of school. um. school is awesome. um tuesday, Wei came to school WHOOOOTs. SAME CLASS WEIH. SAME CLASS. LOVEs her loads. even though she's still very quiet now. haha gives her time =)
i dont know what to say d la. stay back in school everyday. walk here walk there. um. merentas desa to morrow. dunno la.
friends have problems. but this problems are the ones that build up your friendship =) ever wondered how come im so close to my sis. and i can actually miss her at camp? coz we fight ALOT
♥ Sound of a broken heart
3rd week of school. um. school is awesome. um tuesday, Wei came to school WHOOOOTs. SAME CLASS WEIH. SAME CLASS. LOVEs her loads. even though she's still very quiet now. haha gives her time =)
i dont know what to say d la. stay back in school everyday. walk here walk there. um. merentas desa to morrow. dunno la.
friends have problems. but this problems are the ones that build up your friendship =) ever wondered how come im so close to my sis. and i can actually miss her at camp? coz we fight ALOT
♥ Sound of a broken heart
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
And the pain isn't over ; I keep getting stronger ; Sound of a broken heart
In so many ways I tried to reach you
And I don’t know why I couldn’t get through
When I tried so hard to break your guard
Didn’t know it would leave this scar
Leave this scar
Now I’ve made it this far
And the pain isn’t over
But the sun keeps on risin’
And I keep getting stronger
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
Cos when my world fell apart
And I didn’t know where to start
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(I still feel the pain)
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(It still beats the same)
When will the world start spinnin’
And what happened to my happy ending
Learning what it takes, to turn this page
Didn’t know how to walk away
Walk away
Now I’ve made it this far
And the pain isn’t over
But the sun keeps on risin’
And I keep getting stronger
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
Cos when my world fell apart
And I didn’t know where to start
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(I still feel the pain)
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(It still beats the same)
And I won’t stay down; I know my heart’s still beating
Cos I hear the sound, tellin’ me I’m alright
Tellin’ me to move on
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
Cos when my world fell apart
And I didn’t know where to start
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(I still feel the pain)
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(It still beats the same)
Still feel the pain for you
Still beats the same x 2
And I don’t know why I couldn’t get through
When I tried so hard to break your guard
Didn’t know it would leave this scar
Leave this scar
Now I’ve made it this far
And the pain isn’t over
But the sun keeps on risin’
And I keep getting stronger
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
Cos when my world fell apart
And I didn’t know where to start
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(I still feel the pain)
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(It still beats the same)
When will the world start spinnin’
And what happened to my happy ending
Learning what it takes, to turn this page
Didn’t know how to walk away
Walk away
Now I’ve made it this far
And the pain isn’t over
But the sun keeps on risin’
And I keep getting stronger
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
Cos when my world fell apart
And I didn’t know where to start
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(I still feel the pain)
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(It still beats the same)
And I won’t stay down; I know my heart’s still beating
Cos I hear the sound, tellin’ me I’m alright
Tellin’ me to move on
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
Cos when my world fell apart
And I didn’t know where to start
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(I still feel the pain)
I heard the sound of a broken heart
(It still beats the same)
Still feel the pain for you
Still beats the same x 2
Monday, January 18, 2010
The difference
I wake my faith shaken inside
Images of you race to mind
Did I forget I meant to tell you something?
Only half 'til you have to fall
Only whole when you’re seeing it all
Oh you saved for something me
Between lost and found
You showed me the difference
Between safe and sound
You showed me the distance
Oh I was sliding, safe but I was hiding out
Oh I fell I’m not down
You showed me the difference
Everything was slipping right through my hands
Hard to find any place to land
Clouds don’t cover me where I stand anymore
Only half 'til you think you lost
Only whole when you’re reaching across
You saved something for me
Between lost and found
You showed me the difference
Between safe and sound
You showed me the distance
Oh I was sliding, safe but I was hiding out
Oh I fell I’m not down
You showed me the difference
You resurrected me
Eyes wide open to dream
In scattered pieces when you found me
Between lost and found
You showed me the difference
Between safe and sound
You showed me the distance
Oh I was sliding, safe but I was hiding out
Oh I fell I’m not down
You showed me the difference
You showed me the difference
You showed me the difference
Images of you race to mind
Did I forget I meant to tell you something?
Only half 'til you have to fall
Only whole when you’re seeing it all
Oh you saved for something me
Between lost and found
You showed me the difference
Between safe and sound
You showed me the distance
Oh I was sliding, safe but I was hiding out
Oh I fell I’m not down
You showed me the difference
Everything was slipping right through my hands
Hard to find any place to land
Clouds don’t cover me where I stand anymore
Only half 'til you think you lost
Only whole when you’re reaching across
You saved something for me
Between lost and found
You showed me the difference
Between safe and sound
You showed me the distance
Oh I was sliding, safe but I was hiding out
Oh I fell I’m not down
You showed me the difference
You resurrected me
Eyes wide open to dream
In scattered pieces when you found me
Between lost and found
You showed me the difference
Between safe and sound
You showed me the distance
Oh I was sliding, safe but I was hiding out
Oh I fell I’m not down
You showed me the difference
You showed me the difference
You showed me the difference
Close your eyes
If you wanna know
Tomorrow morning I have to leave
But wherever I may be
Best believe I'm thinking of you
I can't believe how much I love
All we have is here tonight
We don't want to waste this time
Give me something to remember
Baby put your lips on mine
And I'll love you forever
Anytime that we find ourselves apart
Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes
I know I'm gonna see you again
But promise me that you won't forget
Cause as long as you remember
A part of us will be together
So even when you're fast asleep
Look for me inside your dreams
Keep believing in what we're sharing
And even when I'm not there to tell you
I'll, I'll love you forever
Anytime that I can't be where you are
[Chorus]
Is there anywhere that far?
Anytime you're feeling low
Is there anywhere that love cannot reach?
Oh no
It could be anywhere on earth
It could be anywhere I'll be
Oh baby if you want to see
Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Look to your heart
That's where you'll be
Just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
Tomorrow morning I have to leave
But wherever I may be
Best believe I'm thinking of you
I can't believe how much I love
All we have is here tonight
We don't want to waste this time
Give me something to remember
Baby put your lips on mine
And I'll love you forever
Anytime that we find ourselves apart
Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes
I know I'm gonna see you again
But promise me that you won't forget
Cause as long as you remember
A part of us will be together
So even when you're fast asleep
Look for me inside your dreams
Keep believing in what we're sharing
And even when I'm not there to tell you
I'll, I'll love you forever
Anytime that I can't be where you are
[Chorus]
Is there anywhere that far?
Anytime you're feeling low
Is there anywhere that love cannot reach?
Oh no
It could be anywhere on earth
It could be anywhere I'll be
Oh baby if you want to see
Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Look to your heart
That's where you'll be
Just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
wonders ;
does moving on require GETTING RID of all things old, all things that remind me of?
`but it hurt so bad, I can't take it any longer
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Friday, January 8, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Monday, January 4, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Breathe ;
We were still in high school
When I first met you
Even then you were the prettiest girl
That I ever knew
And we carved our name on
Everything that we could find
The way that all kids do
And although time has passed
I still get surprised
At the pulling in my chest
When I know you're coming by
If this feeling's proving anything
It's not everything
Is gonna change with time
You're still mine
Did you know when you're around
My heart won't it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
Don't ever ask me if I'm sorry
Or that I'm here with you
Baby you can bet
I don't regret the girls I never knew
Every day's another first
Another change for me
To fall in love with you
And I do:
Did you know when you're around
My heart won't it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
Oh.. when you're with me
I stop seeing
Any way to fail how do I explain
I try to tell you what I'm feeling
But how do I when all words pale
Did you know when you're around
My heart won't, it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
Did you know when you're around
My heart won't, it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
When I first met you
Even then you were the prettiest girl
That I ever knew
And we carved our name on
Everything that we could find
The way that all kids do
And although time has passed
I still get surprised
At the pulling in my chest
When I know you're coming by
If this feeling's proving anything
It's not everything
Is gonna change with time
You're still mine
Did you know when you're around
My heart won't it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
Don't ever ask me if I'm sorry
Or that I'm here with you
Baby you can bet
I don't regret the girls I never knew
Every day's another first
Another change for me
To fall in love with you
And I do:
Did you know when you're around
My heart won't it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
Oh.. when you're with me
I stop seeing
Any way to fail how do I explain
I try to tell you what I'm feeling
But how do I when all words pale
Did you know when you're around
My heart won't, it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
Did you know when you're around
My heart won't, it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
Sunday, December 27, 2009
See I'm not into
Listen girl
Just let me talk to you
I just wanna be with you
So why should i play it cool
You and me, We got a chemistry
So i dont need poetry to say what ya mean to me
See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I dont need to throw you all these lines
Just so you know I know your fine im gonna come right out and say it girl
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
Pretty girl i dont wanna play no more
Been there done that before
I've never been so sure
About what i feel
Lets get it on for real
Why should i hold it back
When all i wanna say is that
See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I spend all the time i have with you
I never treat you bad
Aint that enough to show you
That you are my world
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
Ohhhhhhh i love you, I love you the easy way
I Love you ... (Yeah Yeah Yeah)
See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I spend all the time i have with you
I never treat you bad
Aint that enough to show you
That you are my world
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you . . . The easy way
Just let me talk to you
I just wanna be with you
So why should i play it cool
You and me, We got a chemistry
So i dont need poetry to say what ya mean to me
See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I dont need to throw you all these lines
Just so you know I know your fine im gonna come right out and say it girl
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
Pretty girl i dont wanna play no more
Been there done that before
I've never been so sure
About what i feel
Lets get it on for real
Why should i hold it back
When all i wanna say is that
See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I spend all the time i have with you
I never treat you bad
Aint that enough to show you
That you are my world
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
Ohhhhhhh i love you, I love you the easy way
I Love you ... (Yeah Yeah Yeah)
See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I spend all the time i have with you
I never treat you bad
Aint that enough to show you
That you are my world
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you . . . The easy way
A little magic
To kiss and tell, it's just not my style.
But the night is young, and it's been awhile and she broke my heart, broke it right in two,
and it took some time but I'm feelin' like I'm finally ready to find, find somebody new
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic in the moonlight
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big old world
I wanna kiss a girl
It's that moment when you start closin' in
First you're holding back, then surrenderin'
It can start a fire, light up the sky, such a simple thing.
Do you wanna try?
Are you ready to say good-bye to all these blues?
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic in the moonlight
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big old world
I wanna kiss a girl
'Cause maybe tonight it could turn into the rest of our lives, oh yeah.
Are you ready? Are you ready..to cross that line, put your lips on mine??
(Put your lips on mine baby)
Do you wanna try?
Are you ready to say good-bye to all these blues?
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic baby
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But no one should be lonely, I shouldn't be lonely
But the night is young, and it's been awhile and she broke my heart, broke it right in two,
and it took some time but I'm feelin' like I'm finally ready to find, find somebody new
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic in the moonlight
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big old world
I wanna kiss a girl
It's that moment when you start closin' in
First you're holding back, then surrenderin'
It can start a fire, light up the sky, such a simple thing.
Do you wanna try?
Are you ready to say good-bye to all these blues?
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic in the moonlight
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big old world
I wanna kiss a girl
'Cause maybe tonight it could turn into the rest of our lives, oh yeah.
Are you ready? Are you ready..to cross that line, put your lips on mine??
(Put your lips on mine baby)
Do you wanna try?
Are you ready to say good-bye to all these blues?
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic baby
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But no one should be lonely, I shouldn't be lonely
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
How to break a heart
Since you're not worth my love
I haven't given up
I'm stronger than that
(I'm stronger than that)
And though my heart will break
I'm takin' back my faith
Cos right now my world is spinnin' too fast
But you won't be the end of me
If you were the one you wouldn't hurt me so bad
You gave me the world
Gave me the world to take it all away
All you left me was yesterday
And this space in my heart
Now it's slowly tearin' me apart
I'm takin' all that I learned from you
I'll make it something I'll never do
I can't be who you are
You taught me how to break a heart x 2
I'll make it through this pain
My dreams won't call your name
I'm stronger than that
(I'm stronger than that)
Cos I still know how to love
Know that will be enough
And this moment will fade into the past
You won't be the end of me
If you were the one you wouldn't hurt me so bad
You gave me the world
I'm takin' all that I learned from you
I'll make it something I'll never do
I can't be who you are
You taught me how to break a heart x 2
I'm taking back my faith
I'm taking back my life
I don't care for who you are
Cos you taught me how to break a heart
How to break a heart
How to break a heart
Cos you taught me how to break a heart
-Westlife
I haven't given up
I'm stronger than that
(I'm stronger than that)
And though my heart will break
I'm takin' back my faith
Cos right now my world is spinnin' too fast
But you won't be the end of me
If you were the one you wouldn't hurt me so bad
You gave me the world
Gave me the world to take it all away
All you left me was yesterday
And this space in my heart
Now it's slowly tearin' me apart
I'm takin' all that I learned from you
I'll make it something I'll never do
I can't be who you are
You taught me how to break a heart x 2
I'll make it through this pain
My dreams won't call your name
I'm stronger than that
(I'm stronger than that)
Cos I still know how to love
Know that will be enough
And this moment will fade into the past
You won't be the end of me
If you were the one you wouldn't hurt me so bad
You gave me the world
I'm takin' all that I learned from you
I'll make it something I'll never do
I can't be who you are
You taught me how to break a heart x 2
I'm taking back my faith
I'm taking back my life
I don't care for who you are
Cos you taught me how to break a heart
How to break a heart
How to break a heart
Cos you taught me how to break a heart
-Westlife
Shadows
Mornings after
Still lingers
Just waking up
I see a shadow of you
Making breakfast for two
I go driving
Past our place and
I see this girl walk by
I smell her perfume
For a moment I wish it was you
I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin' to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes
But I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how we were
Of how it was
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you and memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows
Four months gone
I can't feel you
I don't understand it
Where did you go?
I hate that you're all that I know
I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes
You couldn't love me
So why won't you leave me
Shadows
Alone is the only place I want to be
I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how to love
I've had enough
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough
Your shadows
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows
Your shadows
-Westlife
Still lingers
Just waking up
I see a shadow of you
Making breakfast for two
I go driving
Past our place and
I see this girl walk by
I smell her perfume
For a moment I wish it was you
I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin' to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes
But I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how we were
Of how it was
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you and memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows
Four months gone
I can't feel you
I don't understand it
Where did you go?
I hate that you're all that I know
I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes
You couldn't love me
So why won't you leave me
Shadows
Alone is the only place I want to be
I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how to love
I've had enough
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough
Your shadows
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows
Your shadows
-Westlife
Monday, December 21, 2009
Looking up at the stars, the peaceful night sky whispering to me.
Operation LOOK FOR THE 'SOH EE' in action
eeeeeeeeeeeekkkk. PAUSE!
Go outside your house right now, and look up into the sky. Look at how clear it is, wink back at the twinkling stars glowing in the black night sky, and think of all the things God has blessed you with =)
no, seriously, i mean it. look up in the sky tonight. its clear. no clouds. just stars. go outside your house, lie down, and its just you and the stars. then i am surely thinking of you coz you believed me when i said ITS A CLEAR NIGHT SKY TONIGHT. -.-
Look up, love, and when you see the stars glowing in the clear night sky, remember: you're always on my mind.
Still cant find the soh ee. MUMMMYYY!
eeeeeeeeeeeekkkk. PAUSE!
Go outside your house right now, and look up into the sky. Look at how clear it is, wink back at the twinkling stars glowing in the black night sky, and think of all the things God has blessed you with =)
no, seriously, i mean it. look up in the sky tonight. its clear. no clouds. just stars. go outside your house, lie down, and its just you and the stars. then i am surely thinking of you coz you believed me when i said ITS A CLEAR NIGHT SKY TONIGHT. -.-
Look up, love, and when you see the stars glowing in the clear night sky, remember: you're always on my mind.
Still cant find the soh ee. MUMMMYYY!
Monday, December 14, 2009
i LOVE packing ; NOT!
lastes minute packing i ever done. 11.45 pm then only i started wanna wash last minute clothes. sweat. pack until now. still not done. titi sms3. 5 days no handphone. cannot die la, but then just cannot contact ppl lo. =S
Saturday, December 12, 2009
7th - 11th Dec
monday : went out with ema, met derek and benjamin. watched Love happens. those 2 sweet guys followed us two lovely girls everywhere we went after that. awws. Ema, LOVE your hair!
tuesday : seh koh at home
wednesday : at night followed mom and sis and cousin to hair dresser. charm cut her hair, i trim my fringe, since dyed 3 strips pink. YENG. make me wanna do niaa. ish! came home keep thinking of how to hide from discipline next year.
thursday : went hair dresser again. wanted to highlight pink. but keep changing my mind. in the end i just bleach. no colour. now its light brown, 4 strips. 2 on my fringe 2 on the side. nice!
friday : slept at 6.25 am. woke up 1.35pm. haha. vern sern ask me go gurney. ok lo he come my house, we take bus there, manatau, the bus say persiaran gurney. from my place, go ka queensbay>sungai dua>greenlane>disted>general hospital>times square>komtar>NWP>Chew Thean Yang>padang polo>Sunrise>GURNEY. finally! siao wan! 1 and a half hours on the bus then only reached! 2.45 to 4.15 on the bus just to get from my house to gurney. went in late to princess and the frog. after that dunno how wann come home. Ivy drop Khai Hern and me at RamaKrishna busstop. sit there a while, then decided to walk down to PFS busstop. chun chun we reach there then bus came d. take lo. haha. go back pisa, then KH's dad fetch back to his house. thanks for the chocolate raisins, mushroom soup, corn and ferrero roche! LOVES.
thats it la this week. youth camp coming d. so not gonna update d la one week. 14th to 18th.
tuesday : seh koh at home
wednesday : at night followed mom and sis and cousin to hair dresser. charm cut her hair, i trim my fringe, since dyed 3 strips pink. YENG. make me wanna do niaa. ish! came home keep thinking of how to hide from discipline next year.
thursday : went hair dresser again. wanted to highlight pink. but keep changing my mind. in the end i just bleach. no colour. now its light brown, 4 strips. 2 on my fringe 2 on the side. nice!
friday : slept at 6.25 am. woke up 1.35pm. haha. vern sern ask me go gurney. ok lo he come my house, we take bus there, manatau, the bus say persiaran gurney. from my place, go ka queensbay>sungai dua>greenlane>disted>general hospital>times square>komtar>NWP>Chew Thean Yang>padang polo>Sunrise>GURNEY. finally! siao wan! 1 and a half hours on the bus then only reached! 2.45 to 4.15 on the bus just to get from my house to gurney. went in late to princess and the frog. after that dunno how wann come home. Ivy drop Khai Hern and me at RamaKrishna busstop. sit there a while, then decided to walk down to PFS busstop. chun chun we reach there then bus came d. take lo. haha. go back pisa, then KH's dad fetch back to his house. thanks for the chocolate raisins, mushroom soup, corn and ferrero roche! LOVES.
thats it la this week. youth camp coming d. so not gonna update d la one week. 14th to 18th.
Friday, December 11, 2009
See how much we've grown
Emanuelle Mah Thil Da
&
'Dralyn' Teh Ee Lyn
2007
2008
2009
2009
Ema, Lyn, Sarah
all these years we've been through together,
has been an amazing, amazing, experience for me.
and I trust it wont end here. =)
; all the joys we had, squeezing into one toilet cubicle when we were 9
; climbing up the sides of the wall
; Ema, i still remember the SPIDER! LOL.
; our sleepover club minus the sleepovers... "Boys are cheats and liars..."
; remember how the word KISS from the song mandy was such a taboo word??
; going to ema's house. water slide! caplang rice!
; seasons in the sun! goshhh wonder how much we sucked!
; our first dance together. practice at my house
; dancing to the dvd! LOL
; "dont stop, never give up, hold your head high..."
; remember Sean? remember the snap and my nose?
; "owww, my nose! "
; then came along DRAGON, RIDER, CHICKEN, TORTOISE
; rider gang..playing with handphones
; miss calling rider from upstairs
; rider gang 1, rider gang 2.
; running out to peek at them whenever they came out of the class
; boys toilet!
; koku time! purposely walk pass that room!
; HAZEL EYES! aaaahhhhh.....
; the broom remember?!
; rider playing the piano! 7 chords.
; daily life with nuggets, and wan tan!
; "eh eh, they walk alr, come, daily life ."
; jasper kicking my leg, and i turnaround too fast, OOPS!
; My humpss/.
; Lyn, dragonn!
; Ema, Quan fong!!
; me, JAsperr!
; and of course our 'legendary' std 6 dance, Never Say Goodbye
FUN TIMES. FUN TIMES. FUN TIMES.
and yes of course there were the blunders here and there, me crying..everytime
ema, always calm.
lyn, always giving in.
I love you !
PS : sorrry we didnt take any pictures together in
2004, 2005, and 2006.
Thanks for always being there for me, besties.
BFF // huggs
Its still too soon to tell, isn't it?
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
-Chris Daughtry
Monday, November 30, 2009
quick update
21st : nothing. church
22nd : penang bridge run. almost died. came home. watched tv, with lyn. then both took a nap, bathe went dewan sri. met yen ying. change your world update at fireBrands. *crooked
23 - 25th : JYR. update soon on fireBrands. norway won.
26th : at home. almost died too. nothing to do. watched friday the 13th. hahah. jason voorhes.
27th : went queens watched new moon with ema, lyn, wei, yih, shafiya * damn cute, and yih's bro. new moon BORING. wei and shafiya cant stop squealing when jacob came out. -.- not enough action. went FOS. spent 30minutes to one hour in the dressing room with ema and lyn. haha. fun.
28th : go church
29th : queens. bought one pants one skirt.
thats about it for first week of holidays
22nd : penang bridge run. almost died. came home. watched tv, with lyn. then both took a nap, bathe went dewan sri. met yen ying. change your world update at fireBrands. *crooked
23 - 25th : JYR. update soon on fireBrands. norway won.
26th : at home. almost died too. nothing to do. watched friday the 13th. hahah. jason voorhes.
27th : went queens watched new moon with ema, lyn, wei, yih, shafiya * damn cute, and yih's bro. new moon BORING. wei and shafiya cant stop squealing when jacob came out. -.- not enough action. went FOS. spent 30minutes to one hour in the dressing room with ema and lyn. haha. fun.
28th : go church
29th : queens. bought one pants one skirt.
thats about it for first week of holidays
Friday, November 20, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Of Cherylyn Adena Theseira's BRA and the broken tap
Cherylyn came back to school today. and yes she's the star of the story today. school oh school rocks. those ppl started to play with wet tissue. since bilik paip ada manyak sink. *Priliap!. hahaa. and somehow the tissues ended up in cherylyn's shirt. lol. and my shoe in the toilet flushing tank thingy. hahaa. then some one had some GREAT idea to dare cherylyn to tak off her lacy bra with the little heart shaped chain in the middle she's been talking about the whole day. LOL. deal this and that, finally she took it off, and hang it on the notice board. lol. then she stuffed it in her pocket went to the toilet to wear back. yun fang ini playful mia, go the next door toilet, climb up on the tap and look over the top of the wall . LOL. then 2nd to climb up on the tap nadhirah, then 3rd me, but sui sui i heavy like elephant the tap came out! lol. shoes all basah. dress all basah, run out of the toilet. half laughing half panicking. then came up with a story to tell teacher say, i go toilet, then wanna on tap time it flew out. told this story to ms teh. she believed, then all go toilet see la, the water gushing out from the lubang in the wall. all try to put back the tap head into the lubang, but cant! the water just splashes all over then yun fang dropped the tap into the toilet bowl, toilet lubang. hahaa.laughed like hell wei! thanks to MARISSA KEE PEI LING ; saviour of the day who put her hand down the toilet and took it, whooots! and started screaming for soap after that. haha. me and ms teh pulak walk round and round the toilet looking for the main tap but chui beh tiok. hahaa. so try again laa, put the tap in the hole, water not gushing d, then chun chun yun fang and nadhirah came with the cloth and plier, used it as hammer. and finally the tap stayed there. hahah. say hello to new plumbers of CGL - Nadhirah and Tan Yun Fang. hahaha. damn funny laa they all. playing with water ! come out everyone WET! all wet! hahaa. fun la dei. play more than fix! hahaa. laugh like what !
Cherylyn came back to school today. and yes she's the star of the story today. school oh school rocks. those ppl started to play with wet tissue. since bilik paip ada manyak sink. *Priliap!. hahaa. and somehow the tissues ended up in cherylyn's shirt. lol. and my shoe in the toilet flushing tank thingy. hahaa. then some one had some GREAT idea to dare cherylyn to tak off her lacy bra with the little heart shaped chain in the middle she's been talking about the whole day. LOL. deal this and that, finally she took it off, and hang it on the notice board. lol. then she stuffed it in her pocket went to the toilet to wear back. yun fang ini playful mia, go the next door toilet, climb up on the tap and look over the top of the wall . LOL. then 2nd to climb up on the tap nadhirah, then 3rd me, but sui sui i heavy like elephant the tap came out! lol. shoes all basah. dress all basah, run out of the toilet. half laughing half panicking. then came up with a story to tell teacher say, i go toilet, then wanna on tap time it flew out. told this story to ms teh. she believed, then all go toilet see la, the water gushing out from the lubang in the wall. all try to put back the tap head into the lubang, but cant! the water just splashes all over then yun fang dropped the tap into the toilet bowl, toilet lubang. hahaa.laughed like hell wei! thanks to MARISSA KEE PEI LING ; saviour of the day who put her hand down the toilet and took it, whooots! and started screaming for soap after that. haha. me and ms teh pulak walk round and round the toilet looking for the main tap but chui beh tiok. hahaa. so try again laa, put the tap in the hole, water not gushing d, then chun chun yun fang and nadhirah came with the cloth and plier, used it as hammer. and finally the tap stayed there. hahah. say hello to new plumbers of CGL - Nadhirah and Tan Yun Fang. hahaha. damn funny laa they all. playing with water ! come out everyone WET! all wet! hahaa. fun la dei. play more than fix! hahaa. laugh like what !
I'm deepply, deeply, disturbed.
split personality? dilemma? i dont know laa.
mummy almost bought me a nokia Xpress Music 5730 just now, number + Qwerty keypad when i was in school but didnt buy la in the end, thank God, cause i dont quite like it anymore. but i was feeling a little down, coz the thought of having ONE surprise (i havent had surprise before) would be nice, the excitement, and all, then the other reasonable side of me argue, its not the right timing, the freaking phone cost more than 1000 and year end expenses so high d, not right timing, i dont quite like it anyway, my hunney 6131 still works well....see?? torn apart insidE!
then seeing all those happy couples out there, i cant help but think to myself, when will i be one of those happy couples, then i start imagining how i the perfect boyfriend would be, nice car, nice hair, nice smile , nice this and nice that, but on the other hand, i KNOW im so not ready for the roller coaster ride yet, gosssh what am i thinking??
torn apart inside. disturbed. on one hand i think my life right now is pretty simple, just me, God, family and friend. no liking anyone or what. on the other hand, its rather boring. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mummy almost bought me a nokia Xpress Music 5730 just now, number + Qwerty keypad when i was in school but didnt buy la in the end, thank God, cause i dont quite like it anymore. but i was feeling a little down, coz the thought of having ONE surprise (i havent had surprise before) would be nice, the excitement, and all, then the other reasonable side of me argue, its not the right timing, the freaking phone cost more than 1000 and year end expenses so high d, not right timing, i dont quite like it anyway, my hunney 6131 still works well....see?? torn apart insidE!
then seeing all those happy couples out there, i cant help but think to myself, when will i be one of those happy couples, then i start imagining how i the perfect boyfriend would be, nice car, nice hair, nice smile , nice this and nice that, but on the other hand, i KNOW im so not ready for the roller coaster ride yet, gosssh what am i thinking??
torn apart inside. disturbed. on one hand i think my life right now is pretty simple, just me, God, family and friend. no liking anyone or what. on the other hand, its rather boring. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 16, 2009
streetlamps //
stepping in to the last week on school, i DREAD the coming holidays.
coz you see right go to school leh hor, every morning, set d, wake up same time, same routine, look at phone, then get up, take towel, pi zhang ek, then come out, dry hair, sit there blank awhile, then change uniform, then go out of the house, go school, walk here walk there, you know la. school. laugh here laugh there. then recess, choose something to eat, most of the time the same things. perhimpunan, go back class, after school walk out, take bus go home, bath, watch tv, online, sleep. thats all! everyday repeat toh eh liao. clothes pun no need to choose!
then now the si lang holidays come d. morning pun tak tau nak wake up what time, got what to do, stay home or go out? what time wake up, what to eat? WHAT TO WEAR. waah that one most tao hin eh. so see? HOLIDAYS SUCK MAJOR MUCH.
coz you see right go to school leh hor, every morning, set d, wake up same time, same routine, look at phone, then get up, take towel, pi zhang ek, then come out, dry hair, sit there blank awhile, then change uniform, then go out of the house, go school, walk here walk there, you know la. school. laugh here laugh there. then recess, choose something to eat, most of the time the same things. perhimpunan, go back class, after school walk out, take bus go home, bath, watch tv, online, sleep. thats all! everyday repeat toh eh liao. clothes pun no need to choose!
then now the si lang holidays come d. morning pun tak tau nak wake up what time, got what to do, stay home or go out? what time wake up, what to eat? WHAT TO WEAR. waah that one most tao hin eh. so see? HOLIDAYS SUCK MAJOR MUCH.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
my love letter
school rocks as usual. went to school, sat with jin fo, claudia, tiffany, yin foong, jun whey, they all. lol. laughed so much. crystal and her 18SX / SG . hhahaa. err nothing much before recess, wrote the love letter, keep kena hit by mei's bola! after recess go computer. Mr. Stanley damn funny weih!! he was singing poker face in bm. gosssh. haha. din know he was like that eh. damn funnnyyyeh! lol. rained heavily after school. got alllll wett. couldnt make it to church coz bus come late, reach home late and friday jam summore. =X
i've been thinking. and suddenly i realise i miss those times i had someone to talk to. not just any someone, that special someone. No, not a boyfriend. i miss those days, where, everyday after school i couldnt wait to go home, because i knew i had someone to talk to. i miss smiling at the phone, looking so dumb. i miss that heart fluterring feeling of liking somebody// sometimes it feels all so empty inside. like my heart has been anchored for so many months. so many unhealthy things happening, sad stuff and all, and then i look back on those times, i could just skip around the school field, squealing, never stop smiling , laughing at everything, and i miss it. miss it all too much.
No, i do not miss one particular person, i just miss having a person.
i've been thinking. and suddenly i realise i miss those times i had someone to talk to. not just any someone, that special someone. No, not a boyfriend. i miss those days, where, everyday after school i couldnt wait to go home, because i knew i had someone to talk to. i miss smiling at the phone, looking so dumb. i miss that heart fluterring feeling of liking somebody// sometimes it feels all so empty inside. like my heart has been anchored for so many months. so many unhealthy things happening, sad stuff and all, and then i look back on those times, i could just skip around the school field, squealing, never stop smiling , laughing at everything, and i miss it. miss it all too much.
No, i do not miss one particular person, i just miss having a person.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Gibber a little
ed board jamuan today, err. food. nothing much. damn tired.. terletak dalam department cleaning pulak. neway, stomach not churning well, err. weather damn hot. sweat like crazy. distributed school magazines. helped the morning session. fang chi taught me photoshop basics. er. i dont know what im talking about. Danny has the love album deluxe edition! gonna get from him soon. dont know waht the balls im crapping about. blarrrggghddyy player.
not going jyr. sorry, eulene, will let you know why. gaaaah. dumb blog.
not going jyr. sorry, eulene, will let you know why. gaaaah. dumb blog.
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