Sports Day ' 09

well, dont worry, i dont have any photos.
but words speak a thousand pictures right ? ;)

so started off, i was late for senamrobik practice which didnt actually happen so yeah.

marked attendance, practiced aerobik coz i forgot everything d.
then came the destined moment.

"ACARA SENAMROBIK"

so students of all four colour houses came running into the fiekd screaming in hopes of lifting the spirit or aerobicz, but we namely failed to do so.
got in to our places and music starts. WOO!
"we're all in this together (slowly)...."
STRETCH STRETCH STRETCH.

then second song - hasta la vista. got quite a really good start.
then came the chorus. and guess what?
due to the semi wet grass, and my favourite pair of school shoes + my favourite pair of socks = shoes that tend to fall off.

but NO, my shoes didnt fall off.

*khe duk*

and now i cant feel my right arm.

I FELL DOWN in front of all the VIPS!!
and my right arm is still numb. might have hit the nerve or something.

and at the big bang ending. someone who was supposed to be a base for ema's split wasnt there???
i mean like what the heck???! you left us hanging, like literally!!!


so after that it was like
Lisa : hey sarah i heard you fell down!! during aerobics
Sarah : yeah lisa, i did! thank you! i feel so honoured.
Lisa smiles.
Sarah laughs.
Ema goes like "wHATTT??"

anyways.
what else do you do on sports day?? than sit there and watch ppl run right?? lol. and dominoes.

results came and YELLOW HOUSE lost!!!! after winning for a decade!!! (i think)
yeah, suckish right??

neways, my first sports day in CGL was kinda fun. talked alot with ema. told her the whole story of Definitely, Maybe

PS. my hand is still numb.

Ishk

some DUMB ppl change their college intake from march to june just coz he saja.
AHAHAHAHA

:p

first up,
THANKS ppl in my cbox for speaking! ;)

next up, i just found out i was a really cute baby/toddler last time. well from my point of view laa. HAHA. and my dad was HANDSOME ever since standard 6. thats the youngest photo we had of him. lol. and mom looks as young as ever. lol (though she looked like dracula on her wedding day, well, EVERYONE looked like dracula. HAHAHAHA)

why the sudden photo talk? well, my house got flooded the other day due to a blocked drain and AHEM someone who din noe ther was a tap....anyways, the whole downstairs got flooded and part of clearing up was clearing out the store room and we found TONS of photo albums! lol. and THAT has inspired me to starta photo album collection too, so that my kids can one day also look at pics of her parents ;)

AHAHA
sounds absurd??
LOL


anyways, the following is dedicated to Matthew Tai Sy Khai

Dear Matt, even though i've only known you for 18 months, i know you have puffy eyes, i already know about your "allergy" to japanese food that made us all cant eat japanese food when we're out with you, your liking to BOLOGNAISE spaghetti instead of carbonara...and your crazy obsession over badminton and climbing mountains?? GOOD THING i din follow you that time, in fear of you throwing me off penang hill......and i still dont know how you actually run up a skate board ramp. AHAHA. ok lets get serious.

WELL, you are one SARCASTIC person, and i LOVE that about you. you make me laugh when i cant laugh anymore and make me look like a sakkai laughing to myself in the room....BUT still, you're awesomely crazy and funny. (sounds so cliche). and also your ability to send LONG messages....heehee. and all the CRAZY things you come up with at times.....just makes life so colourful. and how you surprise me sometimes.,... is just so...........SURPRISING. LOL.

as you're leaving the island of FOOD behind, i just want to wish you ,"yi2 lu4 shun4 feng1".....in college and in life. Continue stengthing your walk with God, gloryfying his name and continue living life according to Gods will and ENJOY life. i noe food in KL sucks, but hang in there aight, you can come back during term break. ;) have fun packing all your stuffs today, DONT FORGET your underwear because you can be assured i WONT be bringing it for you. Dont get lost on campus and end up in a girls bathroom k? coz if you do, i'll deny ever knowing you. stop bleeding from your nose whenever you see hot girls aight to prevent yourself from loosing too much blood. LOL. corry im crapping so much.

Lastly, whenever you have any problems, dont hesitate to message me. BUT first thing you gotta remember is to PRAY. remind you now first, so that if you remember then maybe you wont sms me coz i'd probably say the same thing, but i'll still enjoy listening to your crazy masalah. heehee. i know this thing im saying doesnt exactly sound nice, but who cares. Lol. Have fun in college, in kl, and dont forget the pleasures of char keuy teow! All of us here will miss you alot. :) BYE!!

what if it's all too soon?
what if i should wait?
what if im not strong enough?
what if this is not right?
what if it's not God's will?
what if this the path leading to my heart being broken again and im on that very path right now?
what if i've committed myself too soon?
what if i have a change of heart?
what if im not able to live up to standards?
what if i cant do it?
what if i cant succeed?
what if im doubting myself too much?
what if it wont work out?
what if i should do something?
what if i should just give up?
what if all this is just a fantasy?
what if its all a dream?
what if i wake up too soon?
what if this is all a mistake?
what if all these if just giving me false hope?
what if i hurt anyone?
what if all this that is happening is not supposed to happen?
what if i did anything too rash?
what if i was ignorant of the truth, went against the flow and now realise its all wrong?

BUT what if its not all wrong?
what if God's saying he's testing my faith in Him.
what if God's asking me to trust in him more.
what if God's telling me that its ALRIGHT to feel this way
what if God's telling me its alright to run out of things to say.
what if God's saying that He will ALWAYS be there.
what if God's telling me to seek first His kingdom.

what if all this is right in the first place?

This is beautiful. Try not to cryShe jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.' Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.' Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.' Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke . Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said : 'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad th inking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom, God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent Th e Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ? Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.
( Let's see Satan stop this one.) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

Oh no

School is just as fun as always.

and guess what people?

BALLET EXAM is in TWO MONTHS people! TWO MONTHS!
TWO MONTHS that sound really long but its not!~

thats like 15 more classes to perfect everything!
my jumps and everything! omygoodness i dont even know the heads and hands and legs for all my work.
oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no.

ok so thats the worse part of life or whatever you call it, but SO WHAT, i have GOD right??
lol

anyways, i was just wondering, do ppl sometimes feel like giving up?
its like everything's so hard, and its getting harder and harder as you go higher and higher, and sometimes you just feel like stopping all of these, but then you fret at the thought of stopping, because you LOVE it so much?

take my ballet for instance. go youtube and you can see videos of amazing ballet dancers, and for me, i want to be like that, i mean, the amount of strength, control, grace, and discipline they have is just amazing. i step into the ballet studio trying to be like that but i dont have that strength and its sometimes just so hard and i feel like giving up , but then its just so enjoyable and fun, that i cant even imagine myself without ballet. safe to say, i LOVE ballet.

and somehow i think maybe we should have that same love for God. we all know it gets so hard sometimes, but we just keep on going, some thing in us that cant even imagine stopping.

:)

night market

due to me being in awkward admiration of ppl who keep their blogs updated like almost DAILY (the daily post? ) , i decided that i shall also update my almost dead blog (not including the cbox! ;) .

so what has been going on lately, you might ask?

well, first there was school.and school. and school
but lets not forget the little details in between that makes life beautiful.
but that does not mean that school is not ROCKIN'!

lol. so just some random events or happenings to keep you entertained?

lets start with somethings ringing aloud in my mind. lets just call it .

THE CHUN-ness of LISA.

hmm...k so i have this really CUTE friend , Jin Fo, and Lisa (i think dixon knows her).
and to cut the long story short, jin fo was kneeling down on my right side, beside my table, and Lisa was at her table on my left. and the pandai-ness of me went and tell jin fo to throw the paper tape bola she had at lisa and see her reaction.
little did i know, lisa sangat chun-nya.

and just when jin fo threw the paper ball at lisa, lisa turned around and guess what??

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YES. it her head! right in the middle of the forehead. and lisa's expression was.......AHAHAHAHA. its un explainable!! lol (no offence, lisa!) but it was HILARIOUS. Jin fo and i laughed till we cried and our tummy aches! though we were not rolling on the floor.

see? its these little things that makes life BEAUTIFUL. :)



has any of you heard my sister's famous
" i didnt know the beach got so much sand wan! "

yeah, thats just one of it. there's more -
like
" 1 kilo is how heavy ar? "

or

"mummy ar, what's in the mushroon soup ar?"

and my ten year old cousin goes "MUSHROOM la!"
which really broke the ice at my NEW YEARS dinner.

lol. it made me laugh k!
lol. my sis is just hilarious. or maybe she's jsut a dumb BOOB?

:P

i seriously dont know what to say anymore.

except that i have a sudden obsession for POINTE SHOES AND WEDDING GOWNS.
:)


and i LOVE the beach.

morning, afternoon, evening, night.
ANYTIME of the day :)
and i love swimming. :)

sorry about the random-ness of the things mentioned, but i just want to say it :)

oh guess what?
my pink possesions family has just been joined by 2 other family members
- pink make up bag
- maroon pink cheong sam

these two joined with my
-hot pink swimsuit
-glitter pink purse
-hot pink handbag

why, you may ask, the sudden rush for PINK?
lets just say, i blame it on SHARPAY?

oh and btw, she's my favourite HSM character.

i think thats all.
oh two more and im done.

i hate this part in the song I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
"...scootch over closer dear And I will nibble your ear"

AND

i love this part in the song Love Story by Taylor Swift
" ...Marry me, Juliet, and you never have to be alone..."

RANDOM MUCH?

yes thank you ;)

signing off.

Help appeal

as you all know, fireBRANDS has a new ministry called

YOUTH DANCE MINISTRY

and we need help from whoever that has the time and is willing to help :)

WE NEED:
- instrumental music
anyone who has instrumental musci of any sort, pls let me noe.

- manpower
as my computer is very cacated, it cant download videos form youtube. and the thing right now is, i've found lots of suitable music on youtube and i have the links with me. so if you your computer can download from youtube and you are willing to help, i need you to help me download the videos from the links then i can convert those to music format and then it can be used for dance.

ps:there are quite a lot of links, so i need a few ppl to help me :)

please? anyone?

have youever felt afraid?
afraid of what the future might bring?

ok, so mayb not Afraid but worried?
worried of possible changes that can happen in the future.

afraid of losing something so dear to you that you have right now.

day spent at home

as ya'll might be wondering what i may be doing at hime at a time like this.
well, COMMON SENSE or something called your brain would tell you i'm not in school and YES im not in school. thx to "not feeling well" this morning, i rested till the cocks crew and peter knew.........sorry, i meant, the sun scorched and burned the whole world into ashes. i got up from bed and cooked up a delicious, mouth watering plate of fried chicken side-d with home recipe honey lemon sauce, made with honey and lemon, DUHH. and of course some "secret ingredients", and out comes a sacue sometimes known as sweet and sour sauce, but this is my Ama's style of sauce.
and well, if you want, then come over to my house today, and you get free chicken!
:D


ok, so thats practically what i did this whole afternoon, and now im sitting in front of my computer and typing this post, wonderful isnt it? swt.

and now some updates on recent happenings and happenings......

1st up, the GOLDEN GLOBE AWARDS!
ahem * as if that excites me in any way.
lol

ok so there was the christmas party, then the new years eve gathering, then new year day's big quarrel and late lunch, school reopening, followed by my birthday and the opening and first ever meeting of the new Dance ministry from firebrands.

hmm, there's nothing much to say about the christmas party since all of you already read about it from everyone's blogg.lol. (see?? thats the benefits of posting late! heehee) but i must admit i had alot of fun watching nehemiah unwrap the newspaper infested present that took almost 1 and a half hours and 2 ppl to wrap. :D

new years eve gathering was at joyce's house and we watch some show called St Trinian's. that was uber funny. lol. ok so it was funny for me. LOL. and then all of us just hanged out at the pool side till we all went home. it was the fun-est lst day of the year i had in my life. SERIOUS.

lets not Talk about the big quarrel on new year's morning, since its already over and solved. but lunch that day was AWESOME. my 2nd ever fridays meal thatt consisted of november's breeze or something like that with jack daniel's chicken and chicken fingers plus mac and cheese. lol. pictures to be up soon.

and SCHOOL. yes ppl ,im no longer in PENANG CHINESE GIRLS' HIGH SCHOOL but in Joyce's school now k :D as you all would have read in previous posts. and yes, cgl is MUCH BETTER than pcghs by a million times. teachers are nicer (SOME of them), students are nicer (i guess) and the school is smaller with much more delicious food. especially the curry mee. i LOVE the curry mee. and the science labs ROCK so much more than pcghs's science lab ( considering the amount of conteng-an i added to the tables last year.).............AHAHA. all in all, im liking school right now.


and then came the fateful day of january 7th which also happens to be vivonne's birthday if ya'll dont know. but well now you know. ok, so i went for fridays again. lol. and i wanna dedicate a BIG THANK YOU to all the ppl who wished me , with all the "happy birthday's" and other touching, make-me-laugh messages. and emanuelle remembered this year!! whoo hoo! though it wont matter if she forgot again, we're still best friends right ema? and ee lyn too! and ee wei! lol (notice how their names all start with and E? ) LOL. i wonder why too. lol. and thanks to joyce for the screaming happy birthday too! lol. at exactly 12 am. LOL.

oh yeah, YDM first meeting. tell you what, go to the fireBRANDS link and read the post there k? it says more than i ever want to say :)

Pictures to be up soon

2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Stayed single almost the whole year?
♥ ALMOST. more than 3 quarters of the year


Done something you've regretted?
♥ Yes


Lost someone?
♥ nope :D


Cut class?
♥ Nope . arent i just so GUAI :p jkjk


Were involved in something you'll never forget?
♥ Yeah


Visited a different country?
♥ Nope


Cooked a gross meal?
♥ suprisingly, No. lol


Lost something important to you?
♥ yeah. my ribbon stick


Got a gift you adore?
♥ Oh, definitely YES.

Tripped over a coffee table?
♥ NOPE


Dyed your hair?
♥ NOPE


Came close to losing your life?
♥ emm. a hospital, maybe.


Went to a party?
♥ YUP


Read a great book?
♥ yeahh. lol. the bible.


Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
♥ NOPE.


2008: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?
♥ DUHH


Did you dislike anyone?
♥ YEah


Did you grow apart from anyone?
♥ i guess so


Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
♥ nope


2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake?
♥ No


Did you get any presents?
♥ yea i think so


2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
♥ yeah. appearance and maybe on the inside.....


Did you change your style?
♥ uum nope, except for hairstyle. 4 times


Were you in school?
♥ i wish i wasnt


Did you get good grades?
♥ boleh boleh laa


Did you have a job?
♥ Too young


Did you drive?
♥ drive? ahaha. yeah. on NFS


Did you own a car?
♥ on NFS


Did anyone close to you give birth?
♥ not close but give birth, yeah


Did you go on any vacations?
♥ yea. pangkor.


Would you change anything about yourself now?
♥ Nope.


2008:Wrap UP:
Was 2008 a good year?
♥ in a way. the last 2 months, was AWESOMe.


Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
♥ YUP. DEFINITELY

somehting dumb i just wrote

so it started with sarah asking matthew
"are you dead?"
"not yet..."
"oh ish, i wanted to conduct your funeral :p"
"sweat.."

then, sarah goes into a mournful mourn.
"coffins and flowers,
tears and tissues,
hymns and women,
all dressed in black.
the first tear, the last goodbye"

sigining off now
:p

YWAM performing arts DTS

people change

SIGHS

sometimes ppl change. friends change. loved ones change.
soemtimes it takes a long time, sometimes it happens in a month, in a week, or even over night.
sometimes its for the better good, sometimes its NOT.

have you ever experienced a close one changing?
changing for the worse?

sometimes, its actually not for the worse, its just a CHANGE.
but we cant find ourselves liking the change coz we have spent all this time getting accustomed to, and liking the person we once knew.

and suddenly, BAM, he/she is gon, to be replaced by a new HE/SHE.
and it hurts, it feels like we've just lost someone so valuable to our hearts.
alot of people go through this hurt.

but dont let a person who changed bring you down,
take it as a "MOVE ON", take your friendship with that particular person as an experience, as a lesson. LEARN from it. and then you move on, meet new people and make new friends :)

and THANK GOD for putting that person in your life, even if he/she has changed, thank god becuase god surely has he's plans and reasons for putitng that someone in your life :)

a photo update of recent photos from my phone that i find interesting that im sharing with YOU. awww......cant you see how generous i am?? LOL. just joking. anyways, ENJOY!

First and foremost, my darling Sophie.

she's adorable! and a definite choleric! LOL.

Bored us, doing THIS. LOL. mind you, its a nice photo though! lol

photo credits to EULENE ooi :)

uhh.......XIAO JIE (miss )ber-emo-ing with his guitar...........

*dot dot dot*

*thunder strikes*

*the crow flies past, squaking*

My very messy room, the night before PANGKOR.

lol

which reminds me, i still have pangkor trip pictures to post up!

*gasps*

AND now for some CHEAP xmas shopping!

my beloved green watch that i bought for only RM15 from VINCCI! can you believe it?!

ONE of my new bags, which was only like RM29.90 for such a beauty!

okay, dont ask me why the sudden rush for HOT PINK, but this bag rocks!

RM29.90 also

See? i told you, dont ask what is it with HOT PINK. coz i dont know!

HOT PINK has been catching my eye LATELY ;)

but i STILL LOVE green, mind you! :p

PS i have been eyeing this piece of swimsuit for 3-4 months

and THANK GOD i waited and almost didnt buy it, coz when i went back to look at it that day, it was HALF PRICE! lol. and i actually wanted it in RED. but RED no size, so i ended up with this HOT PINK, which totally rocks, none the less.

girls girls and girls. LOL

and GUESS WHAT?

CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love all ya ppl who gave me these!

and thank you god for blessing me! :D

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

My BABY has ARRIVED.

My 88 colour eyeshadow pallette.

now, dont worry, the necessary arrangements required had been made for the lastest addition of my baby to the family :D

thats all for now. cell in qb in 3 hours.

LOL

what's troubling me?????

read the title.

understand it.

FORGET it.

whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my baby has arrived!!!
go ebay go ebay go ebay go ebay uh huh uh huh uh huh uh huh uh uh huh
:P

but my mom says i have to wait till christmas before i can see my baby coz its a CHRISTMAS gift. i know, lame right?
LOL
can you even imagine the AGONY of waiting and waiting for 5 days to see my darling baby when i noe she's somewhere around here in the house? gahhhh............

CHRISTMAS< you better come SOON. or else.............
or else.........
im gonna die of an anxiety attack.LOL

oh, and guess what ppl?

good bye PENANG CHINESE GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL,
hello CONVENT GREEN LANE, here i come!!!!!!!!! whoo hoo!!!!!!!!
thank you, lord for answering my prayers L(



signing off now.

PS. FREED TO FOLLOW WAS AWESOME>

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)--
Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: dirty blonde
Eye Color:: blue green
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: anything other than hard metal.
Height(estimate):: 5 plus? 5 eight maybe?
Age:: 4-5 years older. lesser if they're matured enough.
Personality Type:: SANGUINIC

--This or That--
Older or Younger:: older
Romantic or Horndog:: romantic.
Smart or Stupid:: stupid ppl are FUNNY. LOL
Fat or Skinny:: somewhere in between, not too fat, not too skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: JUST the right size and muscular.
Punk or Preppy:: punk. or somewhere in between
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: the little things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: teddies, pillows and soft toys?
Mixtape or Burned CD:: burned CD
Love or Lust:: LOVE
Emotional or Just Not:: somewhere in between
Sincere or Jokester:: sincere AND jokester? :p
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: HOTT and SWEET :D
Sexy or Just Cute:: sexy
Hair or Hands:: hands.
Dimples or Eyes:: EYES
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: biceps.
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: nose
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: depends on the guy
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: somewhere in between, but much more towards RUGGED
Countryboy or Cityboy: on the tip of both?
Date alone or With Friends: BOTH.

--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: nope.
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: NO.
Loved a guy because he hated you::NOPE
Lead a guy on for kicks:: no.
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: err...wanted to, yes. maybe?
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: nope, im loyal.
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: YES, to my best friends uncle :p
Lied about having one:: NOPE
Cheated:: nah.
Been Cheated on:: yeah.
Had a crush on a gay guy:: BRRRR> LOL. no

--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:: YES. with the little hearts and chu chu trains :p ahaha! just kidding!
Briefs?:: um...nah. haha.
Hat?:: depends on the outfit. hey! i wan my guy to be fashionable!
Skater Shoes?:: nope
Pimp Shoes?:: NO
Band Shirts?:: nope, statement shirts, YES.
Vintage shirts?:: hmm........
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: NO
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: NOOOOOO
Independent/DC?:: WHAT?
S&M/Little Devil?::WHAT?
Fox/Thor?:: WHAT?
Jeans or Shorts?:: jeans, definitely, JEANS

--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: no.
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: NAH.
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: maybe? lol
Do looks matter?:: it shows that a guy noes how to take care of himself, and what more if its a girl, so YES.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: YES< if im IN LOVE.
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: "NO. of course not. anyway none of my friends are ugly. lol." [same answer as joyce]
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: see above answer
.Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: crushes: yeah. that i like them lol. guy friends : girl stuff, boy friend : stupidly used to.
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: J.LO's butt?
lol
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: YES.
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: YES
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::YES. i LOVE those dreams. lol
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: uhh........answer currently unavailable.

oh, see, i found picture of the MANY MANY MANY MORE stated in my last post.

i LOVE you, fireBRANDS! i totally totally LOVE you to the MAX! =D

First ad foremost, i would just like to say

MAKE UP ROCKS MY WORLD!

and now my new baby is waiting for me at ebay.

ahhhhh *faints*

can you believe its only RM 65 for 88 colours??

88 colours!!!!!

*gasps*

SECONDLY,

KATY PERRY

is PRETTY!!

VERY VERY PRETTY.

lol

big eyes, and that awesome weirdness of hers is, well,

AWESOME. lol

ok, so lets move on to the updates on life, i wont be doing the countdowns, coz you can just get it at wei lynn's :) but im just gonna say it anywya, YOUTH CAMP is in THREE days ppl! start packing ALREADY!

anyways, today was GREAT, much better than yesterday. lol. though drama could have gone better today. LOL. but it was still AWESOME.

haih, have i mentioned how MUCH i love being in church? hahahaha.

oh, and whats with ppl and KUALA LUMPUR?? why is everyone going there?!

lol

i have nothing much to say now, except that i drank blackcurrant tea yesterday night around this time or maybe earlier, and it lasted me until 5.30 am today, and when my mom woke me up to take something from me this morning at 7, i wasnt even drowsy, i sorta just JUMPED out of bed. lol. but of course i went back to bed after that, though i JUMPED put of bed again, before 10.30, even before my alarm rang! whoo hoo!! ahaha

and im still up and about, well, not really ABOUT, but up, till NOW. LOL

PS : i absolutely LOVE the firebrands =D them in the picture, and MANY MANY MANY MORE.

pps. ming yen, have fun in japan!

ppps. khai shin, khai wei and yiwen, have fun in korea!

pppps. lee lynn, have fun in taiwan!

ppppps. marcus, matthew, have fun in gentings and kl!

AND to all those who are attending YOUTH CAMP 2008 : FREED 2 FOLLOW,

Please take note that,

we WILL have extremely, brilliantly, wonderfully, awesomely, splendidly major FUN in the 5 days coming up after this long wait of 3 days!

whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!

update on my day

my throat-hoarsing day

umm, the morning was.......you know....usual la, wake up, and all the things girls do before going out...

went on to fetch eulene on the way to church, and just before going to church, dropped by permata to drop off someone REALLY BADLY WRAPPED christmas with matthew, marcus and eunice.
though only eulene and my cousin, charmaine knows REALLY what happened that FREEZED me this morning.though i was quite happy to see someone in church today. haha
and and THANKS to the dumb boob whose butt warmth bakes cookies, i got a "wake up call".

anyways, drama practice started off with us bored ppl ki-siao-ing with the black cloth and stuff. ahaha while waiting for some of the drama ppl to finish their meeting in the little room :p

drama practice started off, we went part by part..and the end result was AWESOME!
the first time, the drama actually turned out the way i pictured it to. :D

THANKS ppl! thanks so much!

ps: i screamed myself HOARSE today. and my throat still hurts now.
pps: youth camp groupings.......i wish i were in........nevermind. being in the group im in should be fine..... :)

Life is so hard

Life really is hard, from all aspects, from physically, to mentally, to emotionally, to spiritually.
and all this hardness are meant to be, to train us :) [thanks god!]
i mean, just like any athelete or dancer or anything else for that matter, TRAINING gets harder and harder at one point, and in during this training, ppl fall down, and get hurt, atheletes injure themselves, dancers sprain their legs........but they still have enough passion to keep them going. to continue. and the end result of of all the HARD TRAINING is........well, you know for yourself.
sometimes its not just passion that keeps them going on, but also the strength GOD has put in them :)

so its just like life. when we were kids, nothing really bothered much, it was carefree. but as we grow up, life gets harder and harder. and we fall down, hurt ourself.
and the question now is, do YOU have the passion to go on with life, or are you just gonna give up everything, sit there, staring at the television, fattening yourself up beyond healthy measures, and grow old with forty cats?

what to say.

a blog a blog a blog.

somehow, there are things i wanna post about but cant coz then secret terbongkar then i ma cannot look at ppl d.

but this is troubling me so much. i HAVE to say something........

but i CANT!!!
gahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
and i cant use differnt names either coz one way or another, smart ppl will figure it out too.

so what am i supposed to do now?
i feel like crying out loud now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

haih
you know sometimes to like someone is so hard. there are so many sungai and lauts to mengharungi. and if you're strong, you stay through till the end and if you're not, then you just give up. but sometimes it sso hard to move on. sometimes you dont get what you want, and just when you thought things were going well, and getting better, its RIPPED AWAY from you, leaving you standing there, helpless. and it hurts so much, you can literally feel it. nights are spent sleepless and troubled, pillows are soaked with tears and we just wonder why god would let this happen, why would god let me hurt so much inside when he loves me so much?

and its at THIS time, that we have to remind ourselves, that no matter what we go through, no matter what god puts us through, its all for the good. and just like daniel said so in service just now, even through bad times, god is still transforming us to be like him, oh wait, the bible says that. haha. kays,its just, in times like this we have to trust that whatever god is putting us through is for our own good and thats its the best for us, because GOD knows whats best for us. and through all these hurt and times of trials we go through, god teaches us lessons, lessons for life, he strenghtens us, he strengthens our faith in him.

i think im really writing this post to remind myself actually, that god has his plans for my life, and even through all these bad times, something good is gonna come out of it, and i still have hope for the better, that things will turn out right, and that i have to continue praying that god will work his wonder.

and sometimes ppl wonder why even though god loves us, but still puts us through so much, like for example for some ppl, a fatal disease, or cancer, a broken leg, a paralysed body, a dying heart, failing lungs.......etc. not just physical la. im not sure if this is entirely TRUE, but somehow, it explains alot to me, and lalalal i dont know. but in and illustration. a little girl walking along side her father can just fall down, but when she does, her father brings her through, he plasters her cut, dries her tears and does all he can to heal her. and thats exactly how god is, its not his promise to NOT let us fall sick or go through pain and hurt, coz if it is, then he ma si dont love alot of ppl coz so many ppl get hurt,thats not the case you see, god loves EVERYONE so dearly........[go see john 3.16] but it's his promise to be with us, to guide us through, to bring us through tough times. to heal us, to plaster our wounds, to kiss the hurt goodbye, and to teach us what we need to learn. LESSONS FOR LIFE.

:)

GOD is just so........awesome, wonderful, amazing, brilliant, splendid, great..........no wait, all this words cant even describe half of what GOD is. his love is just so......................ohmygoodness.......its undescribable..................all these words, are not even enough to REALLY describe god and his lov for us

:D

whew!

random update on recent life.



it has been..........awesome i guess? sometimes maybe not.



lol, oh no, just when i wanted to update i felt tired so i guess im going to bed now :D

gd nite ppl!

see you tonight at youth. eulene and i will be doing ice breakers so ple BE THERE

to play the awesome icebreaker with us :p



oh and i'll post up the ODD STORY soon.

if ya'll remember, its the one with "nehemiah is not as hot as.............butt warmth....cookies.."

:p



my favourite stories of all time :p



signing off now :)

CRISIS - es

time for crisis es.

DRAMA crisis
NAIL POLISH crisis
DAY OUT crisis
IM OUT OF SHORTS crisis
IM OUT OF MONEY crisis
IM OUT OF PEARS crisis


gahhhhhhhhhhh. crisis-es all the time. drama. we need someone else. but who?
gahhhhh. i feel like we're wasting time in church. coz the lead is not there and the MOM is not there. how are we to practice? and we dont even have anyone to play the mom. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

god, help me.
i need you.

another something i wrote

hmm, it goes like this.

i came home from drama practice round 6 something,
then straight went my room, wanted to sleep, but then ended up cry cry cry cry and cry, then slept, then woke up, reply messages, cry cry cry cry cry again, then went back to sleep, woke up again, reply messages then went back to sleep, woke up AGAIN, read message then go back to sleep, woke up again, wrote THIS something, cry summore, then went back to sleep, then woke up at 10 am this morning and i was HAPPY. lol. so much for sleeping. lol

I dont know what to do,

I cant help it.

It's not that i want to,

It just is.

Im afraid of being hurt again,

like i did before.

There's nothing i can gain from this,

nothing, from this closed door.

sarah

something i wrote

some things are best left unsaid
some things are best left alone
but the truth is inescapable
we cant run from it
once it knocks it, we can do nothing but acknowledge it

oh but how i wish sometimes the truth isn't true
and feelings stay undeveloped, unchanged
and i'll be spared the dilemmas and headaches,
tears and confusion

sarah

whew!

i finally decided to do a real update other than a survey again. lol

and i'll go backwards in time so bear with me ae?

16 November 2008 (today)

Event : Penang Bridge International Marathon

yes, i joined that friggin marathon. the quarter marathon, 10 KM with wei and her bro, dannyyyyy. i almost died in the run!!!!!

we started off okayy....run sikit sikit. then after that......ahaha.

i think its mainly my fault coz i can run but short distances then i get this really tight pain in my chest. so i have to stop. lol. so org org yang mau cari saya go run with you, then you must be crazy. coz i am the run walk walk run walk walk kind of girl. not the run run run run RUN RUN RUN RUN eh.....lol. and only in this run did i really realise the importance of WATER. so JIMATKAN AIR!!!!!! xD

took picture of the sunrise

then we spotted these 2 guys. yipeeee!!! i've found ppl who are already in the christmas mood too! just like me! ahaha :p



and this girl.....lol. is NOT my friend, we just saw a girl sitting at the side, so i decided to take picture. LOL. must be so damn tired. or maybe she's just emo-ing.




nice sky? lol. yessss ahaha this was just before the sunrise

runners? lol. oh and the time line to get the certificate for the quarter marathon category (13yrs-15yrs) is one and a half hours but we finished ONE HOUR later and guess what? we got the certificate too!!!! including a medal! that according to danny is a REAL medal coz it actually has weight! LOL

15 November 2008

Event : Under Construction

Venue : Fettes Park Baptist Church

yes, under construction was awesome! lol and uhh....marilyn.......lol.this pic?
lol. nice pic. LOL. but i have got no comments. lol..hmmmm spot pastors hair?
LOL. its not spiky as always, and when he walk through the door i actually couldnt recognize pastor victor! lol. sorry pastor! LOL.
swt" i laugh too much

3 pretty lassies ?
"oh, thank you thank you! "
:p



2 pretty lassies?
and wei lynn who couldnt have chosen the best time to close her eyes?
or laugh?
AHAHA . LOL.





and uhh im not really sure what andrew was doing, but i think he was being a rain- tester.

lol. but most thought he was bai - posing. LOL. and jeremy kuan's hair...hmm.......he looks japanese-ish except for the eyes coz japanese has TINY eyes, jeremy doesnt. lol. hair colour's cool though. LOL.


14 November 2008

Last Day of School Spent in The QueensbayMall.

yup i didnt go to school on the last day of school. lol. coz i hate it there. teachers dont come, and we have to spend 5 friggin hours sitting in the classroom doing nothing. though i guess everyone else has their own cliques........urgh, i dont even wanna go there. its sad stuff. but anyways, i was home on friday untill my sis came back round 3 or 4 i think? then we went over to queensbay to collect our stuff for the penang bridge run, and went walking around shopping for clothes....lol

and i spotted this dress, which costs about rm60 and its kindao casual.lol. and i wanna buy it!! lol. sadly i didnt, maybe i'll go back and get it. lol unless someone wants to give it to me as a christmas present? lol. but something about the dres....it makes me look kinda.......................pregnant. LOL.AHAHAHA XD

then there was this white pink dress at harajuku thats 10 ringgit cheaper than the blue one.

lol. then there was this pinkish kinda skirt(below) also at harajuku. theres also a orangey one but i dont know which one to get coz both of the colours are equally nice!!! but of course i didnt buy anything yet. lol. but for now, these 3 pieces of clothing are on my christmas wish list! anyone kind enough? :D

then we went for mcdonalds, i cant remember if it was before or after all the clothes trying. lol.oh and another thing about fitting rooms is that they're too small!!!! especially when you have 4 digi paper bags, 2 girls, one who is kinda big sized and a whole BUNCH of clothes they wanna try! lol.

and we spotted this lonely guy sitting there alone, eating his fish burger or something and munching his fries slowly while staring into space. Omigoodness!!! why so lonely?? i almost felt like walking over to him and ask if the sit across him was taken, if not i'll join him, so that he wont be so lonely. LOL. i know, i know, i watch too many western movies. but that seems like the right thing to do doesnt it? lol. chicken me didnt do it of coz. lol.

and below are soem candid shots of my sister being what i call "GREEDY" with mcdonalds :p

enjoy!

i lazy type the dates d. lol.anyways, i was home the other day and i suddenly thought of cooking chicken!

lol, i opened my fridge, and guess what?

there was NO chicken!

what the -----?

so i decided to do sausages, luncheon meat and french toast, draped with chocolate with small little kiwi pieces. lol

sounds delicious?

and look what my luncheon meat was like when i took it out from the freezer, its looks like it just came out from the ice age. lol. that goes to show how long it has been since i last ate luncheon meat. LOL

and the next step was of course the chocolate! lol i took this bar of whittakers chocolate from NEW ZEALAND.. the one lyn brought back last year with the liwi pieces and i made up this really smart theory about how if we hold chocolate in our hands for too long, it felts and becomes gooey, so to get fast heat rather than holding chocolate in your hands, i put the chocolate in a bowl, and it went into the microwave. lol.

you know hoe ppl say we have to learn from mistakes? yea, that is true. i KNOW that now. i KNOW that you cant melt chocolate in the microwave coz it'll just get burned, i wonder why. lol.

went out with pei yi and lee lynn on wednesday and i was earliest! thinking that i was LATE> but i ended up spending 45 minutes walking around queens alone........i went into shops, looked at swimsuits, shoes and CHRISTMAS TREES!!! lol.

im a very spontaneous person and i ALMOST bought a xmas tree which my mom actually thought was too small if we wanted to buy one. lol.

in the end i just bought a new pair of green slippars that only cost

RM 2.90!!

lol

and its comfortable!

then came the church drama thingy for family day. lol. it was a piece about jesus helping people. the videos on bev's blog. go watch. =D
and then........

below are the pics from the penang chinese dance competition thingy

me and karen

(pls dont mind the broken english, coz i cant help it, im standing on the left, and pei huah says its only right to mention the names according to picture positions. XD)

me.....and naomi. =D

dont i look abit intimidated by her? lol

yes, i should be. lol (no offence, mi!)

yen ying and i :)

pretty pretty girls

and..............................................

..............................................

YOURS TRULY

LAUGH OUT LOUD.

oh oh oh check out this sign in dewan sri pinang.

its backstage. lol. and i dont really get what it means. LOL

No food is NOT allowed in her. so they want us to bring food in?

matthew ong, being his usual self......LOL

Sean Heah who is single and wants ppl to CALL him....

dot dot dot. *lighting strikes, thunders roar*

thats joshua.. laughing....obviously??

oh and matthew appeared again?? lol.

ppl ppl ppl, who has faithfuly followed my blog through....

pls do not mistake THIS matthew for the "matt" i used to mention in my posts.

this is the good guy :)

*drum rolls* THIS........ is my kerja kayu. for kemahiran hidup!!

whoo hoo!! i got a 9 and a half out of ten!! lol. truth be told, almost everyone got a 9 and a half.

lol

the teacher was too generous. lol

then came dinner with grandma at some seafood place. which unfortunately is not by the sea....

lol. anyways, sis and i finished eating and started playing around and i managed this photo which according to eulene, makes her go "droooollliinnnggg"

ok but look closely at the photo and notice my eye thats partially covered by my fringe, it looks RETARDED doesnt it??

LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL

i told you, we started playing around and i took an interest with the shredded carrots. LOL.

you see the part of carrot at where my sisters eyes is,yea that part is actually loose, so i had to hold teh carrot and my phone cam, and wait for the carrot to turn to THIS angle before i could take the shot. and considering my 1.3 super slow megapixel cam, i had to press the" takepicture" button a few seconds before, so it all works on assumption. and if im lucky, i get shots like this.! LOL

understand?

i know im starting to crap. lol. bear with me

once upon a time, i found my husband, parked in Afcar auto along green lane. the end.

XD

i LOVE this shot. its candid and im sure jolene did not nicely place her shoes like that. she just took it off, left it on the floor and its......just beautiful.

took this at lone pine beach 2-3 weeks ago.....its not really a perfect shot, but its what i call romantic. lol. only see silhouettes back by some hills and the sea.......ahhhh.......

*swims off to fantasy realm*

dont ask. its slime. lol. black slime. gooey slimy black slime. lol

and in case you were wondering what those wordings are behind my hand, they're GEOGRAPHY notes. that goes to show how bored i get when i study geography. LOL

at htis point my eyes are getting really tired and i have yet to start packing for jyr. look at the time, its 11.44 pm already! lol. osim just going to start crapping alot , ae? lol. didnt you noe crapping takes much less time? LOL. neways, this pic.......

dont you think the ballet school floor is really shiny?? LOL

nice shot, but i dont know what to say. LOL> ballet school window deco?

i bet you cant decipher the middle pic. :p

boo!

while i was at lone pine beach hotel, my fan dropped, and so itook a picture of it. how amazing........

*yawns* things to do : pack for jyr and pangkor which is right after jyr, wash my pants, pack the food, decide on a time to wake up, sleep and wake up and post this update


ok, now i';ve got something to say. this picture from northam beacg cafe's taiwan sausage stall, is so wrong!!!!! it doesnt even look like a sausage......it looks like a ........blergh.

me being bored in the ballet school. and me noticing and taking picture of the curve in in my waist. :p

me being bored in BM tuition.and guess what? my teacher saw THIS. lol.

me being superly kagum-ed of emanuelle's natural point, high arched ankle. how i wish i had THAT. then it would be so easy to go on point but then, the ankle has to be stronger..........

oh hallelujah! last but not least, me being bored during exams, and i found this little heart on my school floor. amazing how love is all around us?

LOL.

conclusion : i get bored ALOT.

lol.

i wont be updating for a week, so take 5 days to read this post, or just read it everyday. lol

jyr tomorrow an d pangkor island on wednesday. yipeeeee. oh but why diid YOU have to come?? ma fan niaaa.......sheesh....couldnt you wait for one more week? is it THAT hard to be patient for one more week??? blergh