YOUTH CAMP '07
sadly, i wasn't at YOuth Camp '07. and now i feel sooooooo like an outkast. ooops, i mean *outcast.
everyone is like
"youth camp was great",
"youth camp was AMAZING" ,
"youth camp was THE BEST",
"youth camp was damn nice, why you din go?"
and i'm like "yea..yea.." with a big fake stupid smile on my face.
and in my heart i'm like
"shit mann, you think i DONT feel bad enough for not being able to go for youth camp arh?
do you wan to make feel WORSE? it's not like i didn't want to go kay??
you think i stupid mehh? purposely dowanna go youth camp??
i was sooo looking forward to it wan la k. then got busy last minute, get it?
so would you pls STOP going on and on about youth camp???"
and then well, of course i cant say that out..
well. now i type it out..
i SOOOOOOOO totally feel like and outcast..
someone a step below the others..
someone with less *experience*,
someone stupider than the others.
well, maybe i AM stupider than everyone else.
everyone's better than me at everything.
and almost everyone thinks im stupid most of the time.
IN CONCLUSION:
ppl think im stupid,
i think i'm stupid,
i am stupid.
but of coz GOD didn't make me to be stupid. haha. to god, im not stupid. thx!!
so, conclusion of the conclusion, i'm NOT stupid coz god did not make me to be stupid. so to everyone who thinks im stupid, YOU"RE WRONG!!!
well, to myself too.. "YOU'RE WRONG!!!"
*this is so lame mann.. but the first part is TRUE. the part about wad im thinking in my heart*
