2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Stayed single almost the whole year?
♥ ALMOST. more than 3 quarters of the year


Done something you've regretted?
♥ Yes


Lost someone?
♥ nope :D


Cut class?
♥ Nope . arent i just so GUAI :p jkjk


Were involved in something you'll never forget?
♥ Yeah


Visited a different country?
♥ Nope


Cooked a gross meal?
♥ suprisingly, No. lol


Lost something important to you?
♥ yeah. my ribbon stick


Got a gift you adore?
♥ Oh, definitely YES.

Tripped over a coffee table?
♥ NOPE


Dyed your hair?
♥ NOPE


Came close to losing your life?
♥ emm. a hospital, maybe.


Went to a party?
♥ YUP


Read a great book?
♥ yeahh. lol. the bible.


Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
♥ NOPE.


2008: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?
♥ DUHH


Did you dislike anyone?
♥ YEah


Did you grow apart from anyone?
♥ i guess so


Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
♥ nope


2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake?
♥ No


Did you get any presents?
♥ yea i think so


2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
♥ yeah. appearance and maybe on the inside.....


Did you change your style?
♥ uum nope, except for hairstyle. 4 times


Were you in school?
♥ i wish i wasnt


Did you get good grades?
♥ boleh boleh laa


Did you have a job?
♥ Too young


Did you drive?
♥ drive? ahaha. yeah. on NFS


Did you own a car?
♥ on NFS


Did anyone close to you give birth?
♥ not close but give birth, yeah


Did you go on any vacations?
♥ yea. pangkor.


Would you change anything about yourself now?
♥ Nope.


2008:Wrap UP:
Was 2008 a good year?
♥ in a way. the last 2 months, was AWESOMe.


Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
♥ YUP. DEFINITELY

somehting dumb i just wrote

so it started with sarah asking matthew
"are you dead?"
"not yet..."
"oh ish, i wanted to conduct your funeral :p"
"sweat.."

then, sarah goes into a mournful mourn.
"coffins and flowers,
tears and tissues,
hymns and women,
all dressed in black.
the first tear, the last goodbye"

sigining off now
:p

YWAM performing arts DTS

people change

SIGHS

sometimes ppl change. friends change. loved ones change.
soemtimes it takes a long time, sometimes it happens in a month, in a week, or even over night.
sometimes its for the better good, sometimes its NOT.

have you ever experienced a close one changing?
changing for the worse?

sometimes, its actually not for the worse, its just a CHANGE.
but we cant find ourselves liking the change coz we have spent all this time getting accustomed to, and liking the person we once knew.

and suddenly, BAM, he/she is gon, to be replaced by a new HE/SHE.
and it hurts, it feels like we've just lost someone so valuable to our hearts.
alot of people go through this hurt.

but dont let a person who changed bring you down,
take it as a "MOVE ON", take your friendship with that particular person as an experience, as a lesson. LEARN from it. and then you move on, meet new people and make new friends :)

and THANK GOD for putting that person in your life, even if he/she has changed, thank god becuase god surely has he's plans and reasons for putitng that someone in your life :)

a photo update of recent photos from my phone that i find interesting that im sharing with YOU. awww......cant you see how generous i am?? LOL. just joking. anyways, ENJOY!

First and foremost, my darling Sophie.

she's adorable! and a definite choleric! LOL.

Bored us, doing THIS. LOL. mind you, its a nice photo though! lol

photo credits to EULENE ooi :)

uhh.......XIAO JIE (miss )ber-emo-ing with his guitar...........

*dot dot dot*

*thunder strikes*

*the crow flies past, squaking*

My very messy room, the night before PANGKOR.

lol

which reminds me, i still have pangkor trip pictures to post up!

*gasps*

AND now for some CHEAP xmas shopping!

my beloved green watch that i bought for only RM15 from VINCCI! can you believe it?!

ONE of my new bags, which was only like RM29.90 for such a beauty!

okay, dont ask me why the sudden rush for HOT PINK, but this bag rocks!

RM29.90 also

See? i told you, dont ask what is it with HOT PINK. coz i dont know!

HOT PINK has been catching my eye LATELY ;)

but i STILL LOVE green, mind you! :p

PS i have been eyeing this piece of swimsuit for 3-4 months

and THANK GOD i waited and almost didnt buy it, coz when i went back to look at it that day, it was HALF PRICE! lol. and i actually wanted it in RED. but RED no size, so i ended up with this HOT PINK, which totally rocks, none the less.

girls girls and girls. LOL

and GUESS WHAT?

CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love all ya ppl who gave me these!

and thank you god for blessing me! :D

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

My BABY has ARRIVED.

My 88 colour eyeshadow pallette.

now, dont worry, the necessary arrangements required had been made for the lastest addition of my baby to the family :D

thats all for now. cell in qb in 3 hours.

LOL

what's troubling me?????

read the title.

understand it.

FORGET it.

whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my baby has arrived!!!
go ebay go ebay go ebay go ebay uh huh uh huh uh huh uh huh uh uh huh
:P

but my mom says i have to wait till christmas before i can see my baby coz its a CHRISTMAS gift. i know, lame right?
LOL
can you even imagine the AGONY of waiting and waiting for 5 days to see my darling baby when i noe she's somewhere around here in the house? gahhhh............

CHRISTMAS< you better come SOON. or else.............
or else.........
im gonna die of an anxiety attack.LOL

oh, and guess what ppl?

good bye PENANG CHINESE GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL,
hello CONVENT GREEN LANE, here i come!!!!!!!!! whoo hoo!!!!!!!!
thank you, lord for answering my prayers L(



signing off now.

PS. FREED TO FOLLOW WAS AWESOME>

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)--
Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: dirty blonde
Eye Color:: blue green
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: anything other than hard metal.
Height(estimate):: 5 plus? 5 eight maybe?
Age:: 4-5 years older. lesser if they're matured enough.
Personality Type:: SANGUINIC

--This or That--
Older or Younger:: older
Romantic or Horndog:: romantic.
Smart or Stupid:: stupid ppl are FUNNY. LOL
Fat or Skinny:: somewhere in between, not too fat, not too skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: JUST the right size and muscular.
Punk or Preppy:: punk. or somewhere in between
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: the little things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: teddies, pillows and soft toys?
Mixtape or Burned CD:: burned CD
Love or Lust:: LOVE
Emotional or Just Not:: somewhere in between
Sincere or Jokester:: sincere AND jokester? :p
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: HOTT and SWEET :D
Sexy or Just Cute:: sexy
Hair or Hands:: hands.
Dimples or Eyes:: EYES
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: biceps.
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: nose
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: depends on the guy
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: somewhere in between, but much more towards RUGGED
Countryboy or Cityboy: on the tip of both?
Date alone or With Friends: BOTH.

--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: nope.
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: NO.
Loved a guy because he hated you::NOPE
Lead a guy on for kicks:: no.
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: err...wanted to, yes. maybe?
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: nope, im loyal.
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: YES, to my best friends uncle :p
Lied about having one:: NOPE
Cheated:: nah.
Been Cheated on:: yeah.
Had a crush on a gay guy:: BRRRR> LOL. no

--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:: YES. with the little hearts and chu chu trains :p ahaha! just kidding!
Briefs?:: um...nah. haha.
Hat?:: depends on the outfit. hey! i wan my guy to be fashionable!
Skater Shoes?:: nope
Pimp Shoes?:: NO
Band Shirts?:: nope, statement shirts, YES.
Vintage shirts?:: hmm........
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: NO
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: NOOOOOO
Independent/DC?:: WHAT?
S&M/Little Devil?::WHAT?
Fox/Thor?:: WHAT?
Jeans or Shorts?:: jeans, definitely, JEANS

--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: no.
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: NAH.
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: maybe? lol
Do looks matter?:: it shows that a guy noes how to take care of himself, and what more if its a girl, so YES.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: YES< if im IN LOVE.
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: "NO. of course not. anyway none of my friends are ugly. lol." [same answer as joyce]
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: see above answer
.Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: crushes: yeah. that i like them lol. guy friends : girl stuff, boy friend : stupidly used to.
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: J.LO's butt?
lol
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: YES.
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: YES
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::YES. i LOVE those dreams. lol
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: uhh........answer currently unavailable.

oh, see, i found picture of the MANY MANY MANY MORE stated in my last post.

i LOVE you, fireBRANDS! i totally totally LOVE you to the MAX! =D

First ad foremost, i would just like to say

MAKE UP ROCKS MY WORLD!

and now my new baby is waiting for me at ebay.

ahhhhh *faints*

can you believe its only RM 65 for 88 colours??

88 colours!!!!!

*gasps*

SECONDLY,

KATY PERRY

is PRETTY!!

VERY VERY PRETTY.

lol

big eyes, and that awesome weirdness of hers is, well,

AWESOME. lol

ok, so lets move on to the updates on life, i wont be doing the countdowns, coz you can just get it at wei lynn's :) but im just gonna say it anywya, YOUTH CAMP is in THREE days ppl! start packing ALREADY!

anyways, today was GREAT, much better than yesterday. lol. though drama could have gone better today. LOL. but it was still AWESOME.

haih, have i mentioned how MUCH i love being in church? hahahaha.

oh, and whats with ppl and KUALA LUMPUR?? why is everyone going there?!

lol

i have nothing much to say now, except that i drank blackcurrant tea yesterday night around this time or maybe earlier, and it lasted me until 5.30 am today, and when my mom woke me up to take something from me this morning at 7, i wasnt even drowsy, i sorta just JUMPED out of bed. lol. but of course i went back to bed after that, though i JUMPED put of bed again, before 10.30, even before my alarm rang! whoo hoo!! ahaha

and im still up and about, well, not really ABOUT, but up, till NOW. LOL

PS : i absolutely LOVE the firebrands =D them in the picture, and MANY MANY MANY MORE.

pps. ming yen, have fun in japan!

ppps. khai shin, khai wei and yiwen, have fun in korea!

pppps. lee lynn, have fun in taiwan!

ppppps. marcus, matthew, have fun in gentings and kl!

AND to all those who are attending YOUTH CAMP 2008 : FREED 2 FOLLOW,

Please take note that,

we WILL have extremely, brilliantly, wonderfully, awesomely, splendidly major FUN in the 5 days coming up after this long wait of 3 days!

whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!

update on my day

my throat-hoarsing day

umm, the morning was.......you know....usual la, wake up, and all the things girls do before going out...

went on to fetch eulene on the way to church, and just before going to church, dropped by permata to drop off someone REALLY BADLY WRAPPED christmas with matthew, marcus and eunice.
though only eulene and my cousin, charmaine knows REALLY what happened that FREEZED me this morning.though i was quite happy to see someone in church today. haha
and and THANKS to the dumb boob whose butt warmth bakes cookies, i got a "wake up call".

anyways, drama practice started off with us bored ppl ki-siao-ing with the black cloth and stuff. ahaha while waiting for some of the drama ppl to finish their meeting in the little room :p

drama practice started off, we went part by part..and the end result was AWESOME!
the first time, the drama actually turned out the way i pictured it to. :D

THANKS ppl! thanks so much!

ps: i screamed myself HOARSE today. and my throat still hurts now.
pps: youth camp groupings.......i wish i were in........nevermind. being in the group im in should be fine..... :)

Life is so hard

Life really is hard, from all aspects, from physically, to mentally, to emotionally, to spiritually.
and all this hardness are meant to be, to train us :) [thanks god!]
i mean, just like any athelete or dancer or anything else for that matter, TRAINING gets harder and harder at one point, and in during this training, ppl fall down, and get hurt, atheletes injure themselves, dancers sprain their legs........but they still have enough passion to keep them going. to continue. and the end result of of all the HARD TRAINING is........well, you know for yourself.
sometimes its not just passion that keeps them going on, but also the strength GOD has put in them :)

so its just like life. when we were kids, nothing really bothered much, it was carefree. but as we grow up, life gets harder and harder. and we fall down, hurt ourself.
and the question now is, do YOU have the passion to go on with life, or are you just gonna give up everything, sit there, staring at the television, fattening yourself up beyond healthy measures, and grow old with forty cats?

what to say.

a blog a blog a blog.

somehow, there are things i wanna post about but cant coz then secret terbongkar then i ma cannot look at ppl d.

but this is troubling me so much. i HAVE to say something........

but i CANT!!!
gahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
and i cant use differnt names either coz one way or another, smart ppl will figure it out too.

so what am i supposed to do now?
i feel like crying out loud now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

haih
you know sometimes to like someone is so hard. there are so many sungai and lauts to mengharungi. and if you're strong, you stay through till the end and if you're not, then you just give up. but sometimes it sso hard to move on. sometimes you dont get what you want, and just when you thought things were going well, and getting better, its RIPPED AWAY from you, leaving you standing there, helpless. and it hurts so much, you can literally feel it. nights are spent sleepless and troubled, pillows are soaked with tears and we just wonder why god would let this happen, why would god let me hurt so much inside when he loves me so much?

and its at THIS time, that we have to remind ourselves, that no matter what we go through, no matter what god puts us through, its all for the good. and just like daniel said so in service just now, even through bad times, god is still transforming us to be like him, oh wait, the bible says that. haha. kays,its just, in times like this we have to trust that whatever god is putting us through is for our own good and thats its the best for us, because GOD knows whats best for us. and through all these hurt and times of trials we go through, god teaches us lessons, lessons for life, he strenghtens us, he strengthens our faith in him.

i think im really writing this post to remind myself actually, that god has his plans for my life, and even through all these bad times, something good is gonna come out of it, and i still have hope for the better, that things will turn out right, and that i have to continue praying that god will work his wonder.

and sometimes ppl wonder why even though god loves us, but still puts us through so much, like for example for some ppl, a fatal disease, or cancer, a broken leg, a paralysed body, a dying heart, failing lungs.......etc. not just physical la. im not sure if this is entirely TRUE, but somehow, it explains alot to me, and lalalal i dont know. but in and illustration. a little girl walking along side her father can just fall down, but when she does, her father brings her through, he plasters her cut, dries her tears and does all he can to heal her. and thats exactly how god is, its not his promise to NOT let us fall sick or go through pain and hurt, coz if it is, then he ma si dont love alot of ppl coz so many ppl get hurt,thats not the case you see, god loves EVERYONE so dearly........[go see john 3.16] but it's his promise to be with us, to guide us through, to bring us through tough times. to heal us, to plaster our wounds, to kiss the hurt goodbye, and to teach us what we need to learn. LESSONS FOR LIFE.

:)

GOD is just so........awesome, wonderful, amazing, brilliant, splendid, great..........no wait, all this words cant even describe half of what GOD is. his love is just so......................ohmygoodness.......its undescribable..................all these words, are not even enough to REALLY describe god and his lov for us

:D

whew!

random update on recent life.



it has been..........awesome i guess? sometimes maybe not.



lol, oh no, just when i wanted to update i felt tired so i guess im going to bed now :D

gd nite ppl!

see you tonight at youth. eulene and i will be doing ice breakers so ple BE THERE

to play the awesome icebreaker with us :p



oh and i'll post up the ODD STORY soon.

if ya'll remember, its the one with "nehemiah is not as hot as.............butt warmth....cookies.."

:p



my favourite stories of all time :p



signing off now :)