Why are you doing this to me?
God, why do you have to put me through this?
Why are you tearing my heart out, shredding me to pieces?
Why?
why did you make it possible for me to be stabbed this way?
couldn's you have killed me quickly, silently?
why did you have to torture me, putting me through all the hurt?
isn't letting go painful enough, that now i have to bear the pain for it?
DON'T I HAVE ENOUGH GOING ON IN MY LIFE?
haven't you put me through enough?
is there still more to come, because i sure as hell cant take anymore.
please......spare me.
i'm begging you, Lord.
Westlife <3 hot hott nickyy
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Happiest time of my life?
the time when I open my eyelids. pulling myself out of slumber.
no memory of time, no date, no day.
no names, no work, no problems.
no good, no bad.
less than 10 seconds, before everything comes flooding back.
A few seconds of blissful oblivion to anything that happened or will happen.
I pull my eyelids open every morning, just for this moment of blankness.
If it weren't for this, I would have long stayed down under without surfacing to this harsh world of poison.
no memory of time, no date, no day.
no names, no work, no problems.
no good, no bad.
less than 10 seconds, before everything comes flooding back.
A few seconds of blissful oblivion to anything that happened or will happen.
I pull my eyelids open every morning, just for this moment of blankness.
If it weren't for this, I would have long stayed down under without surfacing to this harsh world of poison.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
currently addicted to
Secret Valentine - We The Kings
Kristy, are you doing okay? - The Offspring
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings
rock on!
Kristy, are you doing okay? - The Offspring
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings
rock on!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Losing faith
why are you doing this to me?
what have i done wrong?
why do you have to put me through this?
is it too much to ask of you?
what have i done wrong?
why do you have to put me through this?
is it too much to ask of you?
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
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