Why are you doing this to me?

God, why do you have to put me through this?

Why are you tearing my heart out, shredding me to pieces?

Why?

why did you make it possible for me to be stabbed this way?

couldn's you have killed me quickly, silently?

why did you have to torture me, putting me through all the hurt?

isn't letting go painful enough, that now i have to bear the pain for it?





DON'T I HAVE ENOUGH GOING ON IN MY LIFE?

haven't you put me through enough?

is there still more to come, because i sure as hell cant take anymore.












please......spare me.
i'm begging you, Lord.