Where are you?

God where are you?
I've been faithfully doing all i can to develop the talents you have given me, take care of the responsibilities you have blessed with me.
Stay back everyday single day in school to train, cheerlead until my knuckles bleed, my muscles hurt, im so fatigued, every morning i wished i didnt have to get out of bed, but i still do, to carry out my duties. i listen in class so that i dont have to waste money taking tuition, but God where are you?
Isnt that enough?

It was just rain, God.
Why didnt you stop it for me?
Instead it got heavier.
You knew how heavy my bag was
You knew i was holding my laptop in my hands
You knew my hands were already hurting
but still the bus came so late,
the rain got heavier
and i had to scratch my hand again taking my keys
God where are you?
Where are you when I need you?