we're in!! but..

phew! finally auditions over!
and we're in!

and this time our team of dancers consists of
~Sarah~
~Emanuelle~
~Ee Lyn~
~Ee Wei~
~Pei Huah~
~Agnes~
~Shyn Yih~
~Li Shan~

and an additional two boys
~yu heng~
~shi how~

so auditions started and we were the first team to dance..
we did mess up abit..(well we oni had less than one month to practice..and my team dancers aren't really HARDWORKING) and the boys did fall a few times..(the were only added in to our team last friday!!) but i guess it all went quite well..

after that, the teacher announced that all the std 6 teams are in and she would like to meet up with every team to change some things to fit their "regulations"..
and the first thing the teacher told us was that she didn't want the boys to dance..
coz she said they spoiled our dance..

i mean..how could we just tell those two boys that we dont want them to dance after recruiting them just last friday..it'll be like "放他们的飞机"..
and even though they meaning the boys did not say it, we could tell that they REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted to perform this year, seeing as it is the last year we're in this school(they did admit it later..haha..)

we told the teacher that wad the boys did could be practised (they're doin some breakdance)
but the teacher still said no..(it's like the teacher has a grudge against boys dancing lidat) in the end we had to tell the teacher that we would choreograph some dance steps for the boys and show it to her later..
the teacher said that it's the last chance and if the second time we show the teacher the dance with the boys dancing and if it sucks to the teacher then the whole team is out..

that means that if we really want to dance this year without hurting the boys' feelings then we have to come up with some really great things for the boys to do on stage..
and the whole team now depends on the guys..
but we have limited time..
unless..
we kick out the guys and secure our spot on the list..
but that wouldnt be fair to the guys, would it?

and as the "leader" of this team.. im in a dilemma!!!!
either i kick out the boys for the sake of the girls in the group to perform..
or i take the risk to show the teacher in charge the whole dance again with the boys and risk the whole team getting kicked out..

but if i get the team kicked out by the teacher then the girls will be angry at me..
if i kick the boys out now they will be angry at me
if i get the whole team kicked out then the girls will be angry at me..
ishkk!!!!

as most people would think that kicking out the boys would be more practical rather than getting the whole team kicked out..
but kicking out the boys juz for the sake of the girls would be the last thing i would do in this life..
i mean..that would be SOOOOOOO unfair to the guys rite??

if securing a spot on the stage for the girl dancers means that i have to kick out the guys then I'm OUT!!!!!!!
if i have to hurt someone's feelings and get them mad at me just to be avle to perform in front of the whole school then
I'm OUT!!!!!!!