i came home from drama practice round 6 something,
then straight went my room, wanted to sleep, but then ended up cry cry cry cry and cry, then slept, then woke up, reply messages, cry cry cry cry cry again, then went back to sleep, woke up again, reply messages then went back to sleep, woke up AGAIN, read message then go back to sleep, woke up again, wrote THIS something, cry summore, then went back to sleep, then woke up at 10 am this morning and i was HAPPY. lol. so much for sleeping. lol
I dont know what to do,
I cant help it.
It's not that i want to,
It just is.
Im afraid of being hurt again,
like i did before.
There's nothing i can gain from this,
nothing, from this closed door.
sarah