2009 summary of event and happenings;

HAH. trust me to remember everything that happened. =.=

Breathe ;

We were still in high school
When I first met you
Even then you were the prettiest girl
That I ever knew
And we carved our name on
Everything that we could find
The way that all kids do
And although time has passed
I still get surprised
At the pulling in my chest
When I know you're coming by
If this feeling's proving anything
It's not everything
Is gonna change with time
You're still mine

Did you know when you're around
My heart won't it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath

Don't ever ask me if I'm sorry
Or that I'm here with you
Baby you can bet
I don't regret the girls I never knew
Every day's another first
Another change for me
To fall in love with you
And I do:

Did you know when you're around
My heart won't it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath

Oh.. when you're with me
I stop seeing
Any way to fail how do I explain
I try to tell you what I'm feeling
But how do I when all words pale

Did you know when you're around
My heart won't, it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard
To catch my breath, to catch my breath

Did you know when you're around
My heart won't, it can't slow down
It beats so hard it makes it hard

To catch my breath, to catch my breath
To catch my breath, to catch my breath
To catch my breath, to catch my breath

See I'm not into

Listen girl
Just let me talk to you
I just wanna be with you
So why should i play it cool
You and me, We got a chemistry
So i dont need poetry to say what ya mean to me

See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I dont need to throw you all these lines
Just so you know I know your fine im gonna come right out and say it girl

I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way

Pretty girl i dont wanna play no more
Been there done that before
I've never been so sure
About what i feel
Lets get it on for real
Why should i hold it back
When all i wanna say is that

See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I spend all the time i have with you
I never treat you bad
Aint that enough to show you
That you are my world

I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way

Ohhhhhhh i love you, I love you the easy way
I Love you ... (Yeah Yeah Yeah)

See im not into buying your affections
With a diamond on a necklace
Theres a realer way to do it girl
I spend all the time i have with you
I never treat you bad
Aint that enough to show you
That you are my world

I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way
I love you, I love you
Whats wrong with saying it the easy way

I love you . . . The easy way

A little magic

To kiss and tell, it's just not my style.
But the night is young, and it's been awhile and she broke my heart, broke it right in two,
and it took some time but I'm feelin' like I'm finally ready to find, find somebody new

I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic in the moonlight
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big old world
I wanna kiss a girl

It's that moment when you start closin' in
First you're holding back, then surrenderin'
It can start a fire, light up the sky, such a simple thing.
Do you wanna try?
Are you ready to say good-bye to all these blues?

I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic in the moonlight
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But I shouldn't be lonely in this big old world
I wanna kiss a girl

'Cause maybe tonight it could turn into the rest of our lives, oh yeah.
Are you ready? Are you ready..to cross that line, put your lips on mine??

(Put your lips on mine baby)

Do you wanna try?
Are you ready to say good-bye to all these blues?

I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna hold her tight
Maybe make a little magic baby
Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow
But no one should be lonely, I shouldn't be lonely

How to break a heart

Since you're not worth my love
I haven't given up
I'm stronger than that
(I'm stronger than that)
And though my heart will break
I'm takin' back my faith
Cos right now my world is spinnin' too fast
But you won't be the end of me
If you were the one you wouldn't hurt me so bad
You gave me the world

Gave me the world to take it all away
All you left me was yesterday
And this space in my heart
Now it's slowly tearin' me apart
I'm takin' all that I learned from you
I'll make it something I'll never do
I can't be who you are
You taught me how to break a heart x 2

I'll make it through this pain
My dreams won't call your name
I'm stronger than that
(I'm stronger than that)
Cos I still know how to love
Know that will be enough
And this moment will fade into the past
You won't be the end of me
If you were the one you wouldn't hurt me so bad
You gave me the world

I'm takin' all that I learned from you
I'll make it something I'll never do
I can't be who you are
You taught me how to break a heart x 2

I'm taking back my faith
I'm taking back my life
I don't care for who you are
Cos you taught me how to break a heart
How to break a heart
How to break a heart
Cos you taught me how to break a heart

-Westlife

Shadows

Mornings after
Still lingers
Just waking up
I see a shadow of you
Making breakfast for two
I go driving
Past our place and
I see this girl walk by
I smell her perfume
For a moment I wish it was you
I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin' to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes

But I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how we were
Of how it was
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you and memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows

Four months gone
I can't feel you
I don't understand it
Where did you go?
I hate that you're all that I know
I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes

You couldn't love me
So why won't you leave me
Shadows
Alone is the only place I want to be

I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how to love
I've had enough
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough

Your shadows
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows
Your shadows

-Westlife

Looking up at the stars, the peaceful night sky whispering to me.

Operation LOOK FOR THE 'SOH EE' in action

eeeeeeeeeeeekkkk. PAUSE!


Go outside your house right now, and look up into the sky. Look at how clear it is, wink back at the twinkling stars glowing in the black night sky, and think of all the things God has blessed you with =)

no, seriously, i mean it. look up in the sky tonight. its clear. no clouds. just stars. go outside your house, lie down, and its just you and the stars. then i am surely thinking of you coz you believed me when i said ITS A CLEAR NIGHT SKY TONIGHT. -.-




Look up, love, and when you see the stars glowing in the clear night sky, remember: you're always on my mind.

Still cant find the soh ee. MUMMMYYY!

what does it all matter?

Operation GET LOST 101 activated.

i LOVE packing ; NOT!

lastes minute packing i ever done. 11.45 pm then only i started wanna wash last minute clothes. sweat. pack until now. still not done. titi sms3. 5 days no handphone. cannot die la, but then just cannot contact ppl lo. =S

7th - 11th Dec

monday : went out with ema, met derek and benjamin. watched Love happens. those 2 sweet guys followed us two lovely girls everywhere we went after that. awws. Ema, LOVE your hair!

tuesday : seh koh at home

wednesday : at night followed mom and sis and cousin to hair dresser. charm cut her hair, i trim my fringe, since dyed 3 strips pink. YENG. make me wanna do niaa. ish! came home keep thinking of how to hide from discipline next year.

thursday : went hair dresser again. wanted to highlight pink. but keep changing my mind. in the end i just bleach. no colour. now its light brown, 4 strips. 2 on my fringe 2 on the side. nice!

friday : slept at 6.25 am. woke up 1.35pm. haha. vern sern ask me go gurney. ok lo he come my house, we take bus there, manatau, the bus say persiaran gurney. from my place, go ka queensbay>sungai dua>greenlane>disted>general hospital>times square>komtar>NWP>Chew Thean Yang>padang polo>Sunrise>GURNEY. finally! siao wan! 1 and a half hours on the bus then only reached! 2.45 to 4.15 on the bus just to get from my house to gurney. went in late to princess and the frog. after that dunno how wann come home. Ivy drop Khai Hern and me at RamaKrishna busstop. sit there a while, then decided to walk down to PFS busstop. chun chun we reach there then bus came d. take lo. haha. go back pisa, then KH's dad fetch back to his house. thanks for the chocolate raisins, mushroom soup, corn and ferrero roche! LOVES.

thats it la this week. youth camp coming d. so not gonna update d la one week. 14th to 18th.

See how much we've grown

Emanuelle Mah Thil Da

&

'Dralyn' Teh Ee Lyn

2007

2008

2009

2009

Ema, Lyn, Sarah

all these years we've been through together,

has been an amazing, amazing, experience for me.

and I trust it wont end here. =)

; all the joys we had, squeezing into one toilet cubicle when we were 9

; climbing up the sides of the wall

; Ema, i still remember the SPIDER! LOL.

; our sleepover club minus the sleepovers... "Boys are cheats and liars..."

; remember how the word KISS from the song mandy was such a taboo word??

; going to ema's house. water slide! caplang rice!

; seasons in the sun! goshhh wonder how much we sucked!

; our first dance together. practice at my house

; dancing to the dvd! LOL

; "dont stop, never give up, hold your head high..."

; remember Sean? remember the snap and my nose?

; "owww, my nose! "

; then came along DRAGON, RIDER, CHICKEN, TORTOISE

; rider gang..playing with handphones

; miss calling rider from upstairs

; rider gang 1, rider gang 2.

; running out to peek at them whenever they came out of the class

; boys toilet!

; koku time! purposely walk pass that room!

; HAZEL EYES! aaaahhhhh.....

; the broom remember?!

; rider playing the piano! 7 chords.

; daily life with nuggets, and wan tan!

; "eh eh, they walk alr, come, daily life ."

; jasper kicking my leg, and i turnaround too fast, OOPS!

; My humpss/.

; Lyn, dragonn!

; Ema, Quan fong!!

; me, JAsperr!

; and of course our 'legendary' std 6 dance, Never Say Goodbye

FUN TIMES. FUN TIMES. FUN TIMES.

and yes of course there were the blunders here and there, me crying..everytime

ema, always calm.

lyn, always giving in.

I love you !

PS : sorrry we didnt take any pictures together in

2004, 2005, and 2006.

Thanks for always being there for me, besties.

BFF // huggs

Its still too soon to tell, isn't it?

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

-Chris Daughtry