2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
Stayed single almost the whole year?
♥ ALMOST. more than 3 quarters of the year
Done something you've regretted?
♥ Yes
Lost someone?
♥ nope :D
Cut class?
♥ Nope . arent i just so GUAI :p jkjk
Were involved in something you'll never forget?
♥ Yeah
Visited a different country?
♥ Nope
Cooked a gross meal?
♥ suprisingly, No. lol
Lost something important to you?
♥ yeah. my ribbon stick
Got a gift you adore?
♥ Oh, definitely YES.
Tripped over a coffee table?
♥ NOPE
Dyed your hair?
♥ NOPE
Came close to losing your life?
♥ emm. a hospital, maybe.
Went to a party?
♥ YUP
Read a great book?
♥ yeahh. lol. the bible.
Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
♥ NOPE.
2008: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year?
♥ DUHH
Did you dislike anyone?
♥ YEah
Did you grow apart from anyone?
♥ i guess so
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
♥ nope
2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake?
♥ No
Did you get any presents?
♥ yea i think so
2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
♥ yeah. appearance and maybe on the inside.....
Did you change your style?
♥ uum nope, except for hairstyle. 4 times
Were you in school?
♥ i wish i wasnt
Did you get good grades?
♥ boleh boleh laa
Did you have a job?
♥ Too young
Did you drive?
♥ drive? ahaha. yeah. on NFS
Did you own a car?
♥ on NFS
Did anyone close to you give birth?
♥ not close but give birth, yeah
Did you go on any vacations?
♥ yea. pangkor.
Would you change anything about yourself now?
♥ Nope.
2008:Wrap UP:
Was 2008 a good year?
♥ in a way. the last 2 months, was AWESOMe.
Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
♥ YUP. DEFINITELY
Westlife <3 hot hott nickyy
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
somehting dumb i just wrote
so it started with sarah asking matthew
"are you dead?"
"not yet..."
"oh ish, i wanted to conduct your funeral :p"
"sweat.."
then, sarah goes into a mournful mourn.
"coffins and flowers,
tears and tissues,
hymns and women,
all dressed in black.
the first tear, the last goodbye"
sigining off now
:p
"are you dead?"
"not yet..."
"oh ish, i wanted to conduct your funeral :p"
"sweat.."
then, sarah goes into a mournful mourn.
"coffins and flowers,
tears and tissues,
hymns and women,
all dressed in black.
the first tear, the last goodbye"
sigining off now
:p
Monday, December 29, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
people change
SIGHS
sometimes ppl change. friends change. loved ones change.
soemtimes it takes a long time, sometimes it happens in a month, in a week, or even over night.
sometimes its for the better good, sometimes its NOT.
have you ever experienced a close one changing?
changing for the worse?
sometimes, its actually not for the worse, its just a CHANGE.
but we cant find ourselves liking the change coz we have spent all this time getting accustomed to, and liking the person we once knew.
and suddenly, BAM, he/she is gon, to be replaced by a new HE/SHE.
and it hurts, it feels like we've just lost someone so valuable to our hearts.
alot of people go through this hurt.
but dont let a person who changed bring you down,
take it as a "MOVE ON", take your friendship with that particular person as an experience, as a lesson. LEARN from it. and then you move on, meet new people and make new friends :)
and THANK GOD for putting that person in your life, even if he/she has changed, thank god becuase god surely has he's plans and reasons for putitng that someone in your life :)
sometimes ppl change. friends change. loved ones change.
soemtimes it takes a long time, sometimes it happens in a month, in a week, or even over night.
sometimes its for the better good, sometimes its NOT.
have you ever experienced a close one changing?
changing for the worse?
sometimes, its actually not for the worse, its just a CHANGE.
but we cant find ourselves liking the change coz we have spent all this time getting accustomed to, and liking the person we once knew.
and suddenly, BAM, he/she is gon, to be replaced by a new HE/SHE.
and it hurts, it feels like we've just lost someone so valuable to our hearts.
alot of people go through this hurt.
but dont let a person who changed bring you down,
take it as a "MOVE ON", take your friendship with that particular person as an experience, as a lesson. LEARN from it. and then you move on, meet new people and make new friends :)
and THANK GOD for putting that person in your life, even if he/she has changed, thank god becuase god surely has he's plans and reasons for putitng that someone in your life :)
Friday, December 26, 2008
a photo update of recent photos from my phone that i find interesting that im sharing with YOU. awww......cant you see how generous i am?? LOL. just joking. anyways, ENJOY!
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uhh.......XIAO JIE (miss )ber-emo-ing with his guitar............jpg)
My very messy room, the night before PANGKOR.
my beloved green watch that i bought for only RM15 from VINCCI! can you believe it?!
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girls girls and girls. LOL
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now, dont worry, the necessary arrangements required had been made for the lastest addition of my baby to the family :D
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First and foremost, my darling Sophie.
she's adorable! and a definite choleric! LOL.
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Bored us, doing THIS. LOL. mind you, its a nice photo though! lol
photo credits to EULENE ooi :)
uhh.......XIAO JIE (miss )ber-emo-ing with his guitar...........*dot dot dot*
*thunder strikes*
*the crow flies past, squaking*
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My very messy room, the night before PANGKOR.
lol
which reminds me, i still have pangkor trip pictures to post up!
*gasps*
AND now for some CHEAP xmas shopping!
my beloved green watch that i bought for only RM15 from VINCCI! can you believe it?!RM29.90 also
HOT PINK has been catching my eye LATELY ;)
but i STILL LOVE green, mind you! :p
PS i have been eyeing this piece of swimsuit for 3-4 months
and THANK GOD i waited and almost didnt buy it, coz when i went back to look at it that day, it was HALF PRICE! lol. and i actually wanted it in RED. but RED no size, so i ended up with this HOT PINK, which totally rocks, none the less.
girls girls and girls. LOL
and GUESS WHAT?
CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love all ya ppl who gave me these!
and thank you god for blessing me! :D
LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
My BABY has ARRIVED.
My 88 colour eyeshadow pallette.
now, dont worry, the necessary arrangements required had been made for the lastest addition of my baby to the family :D
thats all for now. cell in qb in 3 hours.
LOL
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my baby has arrived!!!
go ebay go ebay go ebay go ebay uh huh uh huh uh huh uh huh uh uh huh
:P
but my mom says i have to wait till christmas before i can see my baby coz its a CHRISTMAS gift. i know, lame right?
LOL
can you even imagine the AGONY of waiting and waiting for 5 days to see my darling baby when i noe she's somewhere around here in the house? gahhhh............
CHRISTMAS< you better come SOON. or else.............
or else.........
im gonna die of an anxiety attack.LOL
oh, and guess what ppl?
good bye PENANG CHINESE GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL,
hello CONVENT GREEN LANE, here i come!!!!!!!!! whoo hoo!!!!!!!!
thank you, lord for answering my prayers L(
signing off now.
PS. FREED TO FOLLOW WAS AWESOME>
my baby has arrived!!!
go ebay go ebay go ebay go ebay uh huh uh huh uh huh uh huh uh uh huh
:P
but my mom says i have to wait till christmas before i can see my baby coz its a CHRISTMAS gift. i know, lame right?
LOL
can you even imagine the AGONY of waiting and waiting for 5 days to see my darling baby when i noe she's somewhere around here in the house? gahhhh............
CHRISTMAS< you better come SOON. or else.............
or else.........
im gonna die of an anxiety attack.LOL
oh, and guess what ppl?
good bye PENANG CHINESE GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL,
hello CONVENT GREEN LANE, here i come!!!!!!!!! whoo hoo!!!!!!!!
thank you, lord for answering my prayers L(
signing off now.
PS. FREED TO FOLLOW WAS AWESOME>
Friday, December 12, 2008
Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)--
Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: dirty blonde
Eye Color:: blue green
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: anything other than hard metal.
Height(estimate):: 5 plus? 5 eight maybe?
Age:: 4-5 years older. lesser if they're matured enough.
Personality Type:: SANGUINIC
--This or That--
Older or Younger:: older
Romantic or Horndog:: romantic.
Smart or Stupid:: stupid ppl are FUNNY. LOL
Fat or Skinny:: somewhere in between, not too fat, not too skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: JUST the right size and muscular.
Punk or Preppy:: punk. or somewhere in between
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: the little things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: teddies, pillows and soft toys?
Mixtape or Burned CD:: burned CD
Love or Lust:: LOVE
Emotional or Just Not:: somewhere in between
Sincere or Jokester:: sincere AND jokester? :p
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: HOTT and SWEET :D
Sexy or Just Cute:: sexy
Hair or Hands:: hands.
Dimples or Eyes:: EYES
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: biceps.
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: nose
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: depends on the guy
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: somewhere in between, but much more towards RUGGED
Countryboy or Cityboy: on the tip of both?
Date alone or With Friends: BOTH.
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: nope.
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: NO.
Loved a guy because he hated you::NOPE
Lead a guy on for kicks:: no.
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: err...wanted to, yes. maybe?
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: nope, im loyal.
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: YES, to my best friends uncle :p
Lied about having one:: NOPE
Cheated:: nah.
Been Cheated on:: yeah.
Had a crush on a gay guy:: BRRRR> LOL. no
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:: YES. with the little hearts and chu chu trains :p ahaha! just kidding!
Briefs?:: um...nah. haha.
Hat?:: depends on the outfit. hey! i wan my guy to be fashionable!
Skater Shoes?:: nope
Pimp Shoes?:: NO
Band Shirts?:: nope, statement shirts, YES.
Vintage shirts?:: hmm........
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: NO
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: NOOOOOO
Independent/DC?:: WHAT?
S&M/Little Devil?::WHAT?
Fox/Thor?:: WHAT?
Jeans or Shorts?:: jeans, definitely, JEANS
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: no.
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: NAH.
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: maybe? lol
Do looks matter?:: it shows that a guy noes how to take care of himself, and what more if its a girl, so YES.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: YES< if im IN LOVE.
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: "NO. of course not. anyway none of my friends are ugly. lol." [same answer as joyce]
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: see above answer
.Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: crushes: yeah. that i like them lol. guy friends : girl stuff, boy friend : stupidly used to.
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: J.LO's butt?
lol
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: YES.
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: YES
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::YES. i LOVE those dreams. lol
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: uhh........answer currently unavailable.
Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: dirty blonde
Eye Color:: blue green
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: anything other than hard metal.
Height(estimate):: 5 plus? 5 eight maybe?
Age:: 4-5 years older. lesser if they're matured enough.
Personality Type:: SANGUINIC
--This or That--
Older or Younger:: older
Romantic or Horndog:: romantic.
Smart or Stupid:: stupid ppl are FUNNY. LOL
Fat or Skinny:: somewhere in between, not too fat, not too skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: JUST the right size and muscular.
Punk or Preppy:: punk. or somewhere in between
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: the little things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: teddies, pillows and soft toys?
Mixtape or Burned CD:: burned CD
Love or Lust:: LOVE
Emotional or Just Not:: somewhere in between
Sincere or Jokester:: sincere AND jokester? :p
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: HOTT and SWEET :D
Sexy or Just Cute:: sexy
Hair or Hands:: hands.
Dimples or Eyes:: EYES
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: biceps.
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: nose
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: depends on the guy
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: somewhere in between, but much more towards RUGGED
Countryboy or Cityboy: on the tip of both?
Date alone or With Friends: BOTH.
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: nope.
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: NO.
Loved a guy because he hated you::NOPE
Lead a guy on for kicks:: no.
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: err...wanted to, yes. maybe?
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: nope, im loyal.
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: YES, to my best friends uncle :p
Lied about having one:: NOPE
Cheated:: nah.
Been Cheated on:: yeah.
Had a crush on a gay guy:: BRRRR> LOL. no
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:: YES. with the little hearts and chu chu trains :p ahaha! just kidding!
Briefs?:: um...nah. haha.
Hat?:: depends on the outfit. hey! i wan my guy to be fashionable!
Skater Shoes?:: nope
Pimp Shoes?:: NO
Band Shirts?:: nope, statement shirts, YES.
Vintage shirts?:: hmm........
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: NO
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: NOOOOOO
Independent/DC?:: WHAT?
S&M/Little Devil?::WHAT?
Fox/Thor?:: WHAT?
Jeans or Shorts?:: jeans, definitely, JEANS
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: no.
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: NAH.
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: maybe? lol
Do looks matter?:: it shows that a guy noes how to take care of himself, and what more if its a girl, so YES.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: YES< if im IN LOVE.
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: "NO. of course not. anyway none of my friends are ugly. lol." [same answer as joyce]
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: see above answer
.Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: crushes: yeah. that i like them lol. guy friends : girl stuff, boy friend : stupidly used to.
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: J.LO's butt?
lol
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: YES.
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: YES
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::YES. i LOVE those dreams. lol
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: uhh........answer currently unavailable.
First ad foremost, i would just like to say MAKE UP ROCKS MY WORLD!
and now my new baby is waiting for me at ebay.ahhhhh *faints*
can you believe its only RM 65 for 88 colours??
88 colours!!!!!
*gasps*
SECONDLY,
KATY PERRY
is PRETTY!!
VERY VERY PRETTY.
lol


AWESOME. lol
ok, so lets move on to the updates on life, i wont be doing the countdowns, coz you can just get it at wei lynn's :) but im just gonna say it anywya, YOUTH CAMP is in THREE days ppl! start packing ALREADY!
anyways, today was GREAT, much better than yesterday. lol. though drama could have gone better today. LOL. but it was still AWESOME.
haih, have i mentioned how MUCH i love being in church? hahahaha.
oh, and whats with ppl and KUALA LUMPUR?? why is everyone going there?!
lol
i have nothing much to say now, except that i drank blackcurrant tea yesterday night around this time or maybe earlier, and it lasted me until 5.30 am today, and when my mom woke me up to take something from me this morning at 7, i wasnt even drowsy, i sorta just JUMPED out of bed. lol. but of course i went back to bed after that, though i JUMPED put of bed again, before 10.30, even before my alarm rang! whoo hoo!! ahaha
and im still up and about, well, not really ABOUT, but up, till NOW. LOL
PS : i absolutely LOVE the firebrands =D them in the picture, and MANY MANY MANY MORE.

pps. ming yen, have fun in japan!
ppps. khai shin, khai wei and yiwen, have fun in korea!
pppps. lee lynn, have fun in taiwan!
ppppps. marcus, matthew, have fun in gentings and kl!
AND to all those who are attending YOUTH CAMP 2008 : FREED 2 FOLLOW,
Please take note that,
we WILL have extremely, brilliantly, wonderfully, awesomely, splendidly major FUN in the 5 days coming up after this long wait of 3 days!
whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
update on my day
my throat-hoarsing day
umm, the morning was.......you know....usual la, wake up, and all the things girls do before going out...
went on to fetch eulene on the way to church, and just before going to church, dropped by permata to drop off someone REALLY BADLY WRAPPED christmas with matthew, marcus and eunice.
though only eulene and my cousin, charmaine knows REALLY what happened that FREEZED me this morning.though i was quite happy to see someone in church today. haha
and and THANKS to the dumb boob whose butt warmth bakes cookies, i got a "wake up call".
anyways, drama practice started off with us bored ppl ki-siao-ing with the black cloth and stuff. ahaha while waiting for some of the drama ppl to finish their meeting in the little room :p
drama practice started off, we went part by part..and the end result was AWESOME!
the first time, the drama actually turned out the way i pictured it to. :D
THANKS ppl! thanks so much!
ps: i screamed myself HOARSE today. and my throat still hurts now.
pps: youth camp groupings.......i wish i were in........nevermind. being in the group im in should be fine..... :)
umm, the morning was.......you know....usual la, wake up, and all the things girls do before going out...
went on to fetch eulene on the way to church, and just before going to church, dropped by permata to drop off someone REALLY BADLY WRAPPED christmas with matthew, marcus and eunice.
though only eulene and my cousin, charmaine knows REALLY what happened that FREEZED me this morning.though i was quite happy to see someone in church today. haha
and and THANKS to the dumb boob whose butt warmth bakes cookies, i got a "wake up call".
anyways, drama practice started off with us bored ppl ki-siao-ing with the black cloth and stuff. ahaha while waiting for some of the drama ppl to finish their meeting in the little room :p
drama practice started off, we went part by part..and the end result was AWESOME!
the first time, the drama actually turned out the way i pictured it to. :D
THANKS ppl! thanks so much!
ps: i screamed myself HOARSE today. and my throat still hurts now.
pps: youth camp groupings.......i wish i were in........nevermind. being in the group im in should be fine..... :)
Life is so hard
Life really is hard, from all aspects, from physically, to mentally, to emotionally, to spiritually.
and all this hardness are meant to be, to train us :) [thanks god!]
i mean, just like any athelete or dancer or anything else for that matter, TRAINING gets harder and harder at one point, and in during this training, ppl fall down, and get hurt, atheletes injure themselves, dancers sprain their legs........but they still have enough passion to keep them going. to continue. and the end result of of all the HARD TRAINING is........well, you know for yourself.
sometimes its not just passion that keeps them going on, but also the strength GOD has put in them :)
so its just like life. when we were kids, nothing really bothered much, it was carefree. but as we grow up, life gets harder and harder. and we fall down, hurt ourself.
and the question now is, do YOU have the passion to go on with life, or are you just gonna give up everything, sit there, staring at the television, fattening yourself up beyond healthy measures, and grow old with forty cats?
and all this hardness are meant to be, to train us :) [thanks god!]
i mean, just like any athelete or dancer or anything else for that matter, TRAINING gets harder and harder at one point, and in during this training, ppl fall down, and get hurt, atheletes injure themselves, dancers sprain their legs........but they still have enough passion to keep them going. to continue. and the end result of of all the HARD TRAINING is........well, you know for yourself.
sometimes its not just passion that keeps them going on, but also the strength GOD has put in them :)
so its just like life. when we were kids, nothing really bothered much, it was carefree. but as we grow up, life gets harder and harder. and we fall down, hurt ourself.
and the question now is, do YOU have the passion to go on with life, or are you just gonna give up everything, sit there, staring at the television, fattening yourself up beyond healthy measures, and grow old with forty cats?
Saturday, December 6, 2008
what to say.
a blog a blog a blog.
somehow, there are things i wanna post about but cant coz then secret terbongkar then i ma cannot look at ppl d.
but this is troubling me so much. i HAVE to say something........
but i CANT!!!
gahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
and i cant use differnt names either coz one way or another, smart ppl will figure it out too.
so what am i supposed to do now?
i feel like crying out loud now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
haih
you know sometimes to like someone is so hard. there are so many sungai and lauts to mengharungi. and if you're strong, you stay through till the end and if you're not, then you just give up. but sometimes it sso hard to move on. sometimes you dont get what you want, and just when you thought things were going well, and getting better, its RIPPED AWAY from you, leaving you standing there, helpless. and it hurts so much, you can literally feel it. nights are spent sleepless and troubled, pillows are soaked with tears and we just wonder why god would let this happen, why would god let me hurt so much inside when he loves me so much?
and its at THIS time, that we have to remind ourselves, that no matter what we go through, no matter what god puts us through, its all for the good. and just like daniel said so in service just now, even through bad times, god is still transforming us to be like him, oh wait, the bible says that. haha. kays,its just, in times like this we have to trust that whatever god is putting us through is for our own good and thats its the best for us, because GOD knows whats best for us. and through all these hurt and times of trials we go through, god teaches us lessons, lessons for life, he strenghtens us, he strengthens our faith in him.
i think im really writing this post to remind myself actually, that god has his plans for my life, and even through all these bad times, something good is gonna come out of it, and i still have hope for the better, that things will turn out right, and that i have to continue praying that god will work his wonder.
and sometimes ppl wonder why even though god loves us, but still puts us through so much, like for example for some ppl, a fatal disease, or cancer, a broken leg, a paralysed body, a dying heart, failing lungs.......etc. not just physical la. im not sure if this is entirely TRUE, but somehow, it explains alot to me, and lalalal i dont know. but in and illustration. a little girl walking along side her father can just fall down, but when she does, her father brings her through, he plasters her cut, dries her tears and does all he can to heal her. and thats exactly how god is, its not his promise to NOT let us fall sick or go through pain and hurt, coz if it is, then he ma si dont love alot of ppl coz so many ppl get hurt,thats not the case you see, god loves EVERYONE so dearly........[go see john 3.16] but it's his promise to be with us, to guide us through, to bring us through tough times. to heal us, to plaster our wounds, to kiss the hurt goodbye, and to teach us what we need to learn. LESSONS FOR LIFE.
:)
GOD is just so........awesome, wonderful, amazing, brilliant, splendid, great..........no wait, all this words cant even describe half of what GOD is. his love is just so......................ohmygoodness.......its undescribable..................all these words, are not even enough to REALLY describe god and his lov for us
:D
somehow, there are things i wanna post about but cant coz then secret terbongkar then i ma cannot look at ppl d.
but this is troubling me so much. i HAVE to say something........
but i CANT!!!
gahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
and i cant use differnt names either coz one way or another, smart ppl will figure it out too.
so what am i supposed to do now?
i feel like crying out loud now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
haih
you know sometimes to like someone is so hard. there are so many sungai and lauts to mengharungi. and if you're strong, you stay through till the end and if you're not, then you just give up. but sometimes it sso hard to move on. sometimes you dont get what you want, and just when you thought things were going well, and getting better, its RIPPED AWAY from you, leaving you standing there, helpless. and it hurts so much, you can literally feel it. nights are spent sleepless and troubled, pillows are soaked with tears and we just wonder why god would let this happen, why would god let me hurt so much inside when he loves me so much?
and its at THIS time, that we have to remind ourselves, that no matter what we go through, no matter what god puts us through, its all for the good. and just like daniel said so in service just now, even through bad times, god is still transforming us to be like him, oh wait, the bible says that. haha. kays,its just, in times like this we have to trust that whatever god is putting us through is for our own good and thats its the best for us, because GOD knows whats best for us. and through all these hurt and times of trials we go through, god teaches us lessons, lessons for life, he strenghtens us, he strengthens our faith in him.
i think im really writing this post to remind myself actually, that god has his plans for my life, and even through all these bad times, something good is gonna come out of it, and i still have hope for the better, that things will turn out right, and that i have to continue praying that god will work his wonder.
and sometimes ppl wonder why even though god loves us, but still puts us through so much, like for example for some ppl, a fatal disease, or cancer, a broken leg, a paralysed body, a dying heart, failing lungs.......etc. not just physical la. im not sure if this is entirely TRUE, but somehow, it explains alot to me, and lalalal i dont know. but in and illustration. a little girl walking along side her father can just fall down, but when she does, her father brings her through, he plasters her cut, dries her tears and does all he can to heal her. and thats exactly how god is, its not his promise to NOT let us fall sick or go through pain and hurt, coz if it is, then he ma si dont love alot of ppl coz so many ppl get hurt,thats not the case you see, god loves EVERYONE so dearly........[go see john 3.16] but it's his promise to be with us, to guide us through, to bring us through tough times. to heal us, to plaster our wounds, to kiss the hurt goodbye, and to teach us what we need to learn. LESSONS FOR LIFE.
:)
GOD is just so........awesome, wonderful, amazing, brilliant, splendid, great..........no wait, all this words cant even describe half of what GOD is. his love is just so......................ohmygoodness.......its undescribable..................all these words, are not even enough to REALLY describe god and his lov for us
:D
whew!
random update on recent life.
it has been..........awesome i guess? sometimes maybe not.
lol, oh no, just when i wanted to update i felt tired so i guess im going to bed now :D
gd nite ppl!
see you tonight at youth. eulene and i will be doing ice breakers so ple BE THERE
to play the awesome icebreaker with us :p
oh and i'll post up the ODD STORY soon.
if ya'll remember, its the one with "nehemiah is not as hot as.............butt warmth....cookies.."
:p
my favourite stories of all time :p
signing off now :)
it has been..........awesome i guess? sometimes maybe not.
lol, oh no, just when i wanted to update i felt tired so i guess im going to bed now :D
gd nite ppl!
see you tonight at youth. eulene and i will be doing ice breakers so ple BE THERE
to play the awesome icebreaker with us :p
oh and i'll post up the ODD STORY soon.
if ya'll remember, its the one with "nehemiah is not as hot as.............butt warmth....cookies.."
:p
my favourite stories of all time :p
signing off now :)
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
CRISIS - es
time for crisis es.
DRAMA crisis
NAIL POLISH crisis
DAY OUT crisis
IM OUT OF SHORTS crisis
IM OUT OF MONEY crisis
IM OUT OF PEARS crisis
gahhhhhhhhhhh. crisis-es all the time. drama. we need someone else. but who?
gahhhhh. i feel like we're wasting time in church. coz the lead is not there and the MOM is not there. how are we to practice? and we dont even have anyone to play the mom. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god, help me.
i need you.
DRAMA crisis
NAIL POLISH crisis
DAY OUT crisis
IM OUT OF SHORTS crisis
IM OUT OF MONEY crisis
IM OUT OF PEARS crisis
gahhhhhhhhhhh. crisis-es all the time. drama. we need someone else. but who?
gahhhhh. i feel like we're wasting time in church. coz the lead is not there and the MOM is not there. how are we to practice? and we dont even have anyone to play the mom. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god, help me.
i need you.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
another something i wrote
hmm, it goes like this.
i came home from drama practice round 6 something,
then straight went my room, wanted to sleep, but then ended up cry cry cry cry and cry, then slept, then woke up, reply messages, cry cry cry cry cry again, then went back to sleep, woke up again, reply messages then went back to sleep, woke up AGAIN, read message then go back to sleep, woke up again, wrote THIS something, cry summore, then went back to sleep, then woke up at 10 am this morning and i was HAPPY. lol. so much for sleeping. lol
i came home from drama practice round 6 something,
then straight went my room, wanted to sleep, but then ended up cry cry cry cry and cry, then slept, then woke up, reply messages, cry cry cry cry cry again, then went back to sleep, woke up again, reply messages then went back to sleep, woke up AGAIN, read message then go back to sleep, woke up again, wrote THIS something, cry summore, then went back to sleep, then woke up at 10 am this morning and i was HAPPY. lol. so much for sleeping. lol
I dont know what to do,
I cant help it.
It's not that i want to,
It just is.
Im afraid of being hurt again,
like i did before.
There's nothing i can gain from this,
nothing, from this closed door.
sarah
Thursday, November 20, 2008
something i wrote
some things are best left unsaid
some things are best left alone
but the truth is inescapable
we cant run from it
once it knocks it, we can do nothing but acknowledge it
oh but how i wish sometimes the truth isn't true
and feelings stay undeveloped, unchanged
and i'll be spared the dilemmas and headaches,
tears and confusion
sarah
some things are best left alone
but the truth is inescapable
we cant run from it
once it knocks it, we can do nothing but acknowledge it
oh but how i wish sometimes the truth isn't true
and feelings stay undeveloped, unchanged
and i'll be spared the dilemmas and headaches,
tears and confusion
sarah
Sunday, November 16, 2008
whew!
i finally decided to do a real update other than a survey again. lol
and i'll go backwards in time so bear with me ae?
16 November 2008 (today)
Event : Penang Bridge International Marathon
yes, i joined that friggin marathon. the quarter marathon, 10 KM with wei and her bro, dannyyyyy. i almost died in the run!!!!!
we started off okayy....run sikit sikit. then after that......ahaha.
i think its mainly my fault coz i can run but short distances then i get this really tight pain in my chest. so i have to stop. lol. so org org yang mau cari saya go run with you, then you must be crazy. coz i am the run walk walk run walk walk kind of girl. not the run run run run RUN RUN RUN RUN eh.....lol. and only in this run did i really realise the importance of WATER. so JIMATKAN AIR!!!!!! xD
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took picture of the sunrise
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then we spotted these 2 guys. yipeeee!!! i've found ppl who are already in the christmas mood too! just like me! ahaha :p
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and this girl.....lol. is NOT my friend, we just saw a girl sitting at the side, so i decided to take picture. LOL. must be so damn tired. or maybe she's just emo-ing.
nice sky? lol. yessss ahaha this was just before the sunrise
runners? lol. oh and the time line to get the certificate for the quarter marathon category (13yrs-15yrs) is one and a half hours but we finished ONE HOUR later and guess what? we got the certificate too!!!! including a medal! that according to danny is a REAL medal coz it actually has weight! LOL15 November 2008
Event : Under Construction
Venue : Fettes Park Baptist Church

yes, under construction was awesome! lol and uhh....marilyn.......lol.this pic?
lol. nice pic. LOL. but i have got no comments. lol..hmmmm spot pastors hair?
LOL. its not spiky as always, and when he walk through the door i actually couldnt recognize pastor victor! lol. sorry pastor! LOL.
swt" i laugh too much
3 pretty lassies ?"oh, thank you thank you! "
:p
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2 pretty lassies?
and wei lynn who couldnt have chosen the best time to close her eyes?
or laugh?
AHAHA . LOL.
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and uhh im not really sure what andrew was doing, but i think he was being a rain- tester.
lol. but most thought he was bai - posing. LOL. and jeremy kuan's hair...hmm.......he looks japanese-ish except for the eyes coz japanese has TINY eyes, jeremy doesnt. lol. hair colour's cool though. LOL.
14 November 2008
14 November 2008
Last Day of School Spent in The QueensbayMall.
yup i didnt go to school on the last day of school. lol. coz i hate it there. teachers dont come, and we have to spend 5 friggin hours sitting in the classroom doing nothing. though i guess everyone else has their own cliques........urgh, i dont even wanna go there. its sad stuff. but anyways, i was home on friday untill my sis came back round 3 or 4 i think? then we went over to queensbay to collect our stuff for the penang bridge run, and went walking around shopping for clothes....lol
and i spotted this dress, which costs about rm60 and its kindao casual.lol. and i wanna buy it!! lol. sadly i didnt, maybe i'll go back and get it. lol unless someone wants to give it to me as a christmas present? lol. but something about the dres....it makes me look kinda.......................pregnant. LOL.AHAHAHA XD
lol. then there was this pinkish kinda skirt(below) also at harajuku. theres also a orangey one but i dont know which one to get coz both of the colours are equally nice!!! but of course i didnt buy anything yet. lol. but for now, these 3 pieces of clothing are on my christmas wish list! anyone kind enough? :D
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then we went for mcdonalds, i cant remember if it was before or after all the clothes trying. lol.oh and another thing about fitting rooms is that they're too small!!!! especially when you have 4 digi paper bags, 2 girls, one who is kinda big sized and a whole BUNCH of clothes they wanna try! lol.
and we spotted this lonely guy sitting there alone, eating his fish burger or something and munching his fries slowly while staring into space. Omigoodness!!! why so lonely?? i almost felt like walking over to him and ask if the sit across him was taken, if not i'll join him, so that he wont be so lonely. LOL. i know, i know, i watch too many western movies. but that seems like the right thing to do doesnt it? lol. chicken me didnt do it of coz. lol.
and below are soem candid shots of my sister being what i call "GREEDY" with mcdonalds :p
enjoy!
i lazy type the dates d. lol.anyways, i was home the other day and i suddenly thought of cooking chicken!
lol, i opened my fridge, and guess what?
there was NO chicken!
what the -----?
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so i decided to do sausages, luncheon meat and french toast, draped with chocolate with small little kiwi pieces. lol
sounds delicious?
and look what my luncheon meat was like when i took it out from the freezer, its looks like it just came out from the ice age. lol. that goes to show how long it has been since i last ate luncheon meat. LOL
and the next step was of course the chocolate! lol i took this bar of whittakers chocolate from NEW ZEALAND.. the one lyn brought back last year with the liwi pieces and i made up this really smart theory about how if we hold chocolate in our hands for too long, it felts and becomes gooey, so to get fast heat rather than holding chocolate in your hands, i put the chocolate in a bowl, and it went into the microwave. lol.
you know hoe ppl say we have to learn from mistakes? yea, that is true. i KNOW that now. i KNOW that you cant melt chocolate in the microwave coz it'll just get burned, i wonder why. lol.
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went out with pei yi and lee lynn on wednesday and i was earliest! thinking that i was LATE> but i ended up spending 45 minutes walking around queens alone........i went into shops, looked at swimsuits, shoes and CHRISTMAS TREES!!! lol.
im a very spontaneous person and i ALMOST bought a xmas tree which my mom actually thought was too small if we wanted to buy one. lol.
in the end i just bought a new pair of green slippars that only cost
RM 2.90!!
lol
and its comfortable!
then came the church drama thingy for family day. lol. it was a piece about jesus helping people. the videos on bev's blog. go watch. =Dand then........
below are the pics from the penang chinese dance competition thingy
(pls dont mind the broken english, coz i cant help it, im standing on the left, and pei huah says its only right to mention the names according to picture positions. XD)
me.....and naomi. =Ddont i look abit intimidated by her? lol
yes, i should be. lol (no offence, mi!)
yen ying and i :)pretty pretty girls
oh oh oh check out this sign in dewan sri pinang..jpg)
matthew ong, being his usual self......LOL
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dont ask. its slime. lol. black slime. gooey slimy black slime. lol.jpg)
at htis point my eyes are getting really tired and i have yet to start packing for jyr. look at the time, its 11.44 pm already! lol. osim just going to start crapping alot , ae? lol. didnt you noe crapping takes much less time? LOL. neways, this pic........jpg)
nice shot, but i dont know what to say. LOL> ballet school window deco?
while i was at lone pine beach hotel, my fan dropped, and so itook a picture of it. how amazing........
..............................................
YOURS TRULY
LAUGH OUT LOUD.
oh oh oh check out this sign in dewan sri pinang.its backstage. lol. and i dont really get what it means. LOL
No food is NOT allowed in her. so they want us to bring food in?
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matthew ong, being his usual self......LOL
dot dot dot. *lighting strikes, thunders roar*
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thats joshua.. laughing....obviously??
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*drum rolls* THIS........ is my kerja kayu. for kemahiran hidup!!
once upon a time, i found my husband, parked in Afcar auto along green lane. the end..jpg)
i LOVE this shot. its candid and im sure jolene did not nicely place her shoes like that. she just took it off, left it on the floor and its......just beautiful.
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took this at lone pine beach 2-3 weeks ago.....its not really a perfect shot, but its what i call romantic. lol. only see silhouettes back by some hills and the sea.......ahhhh.......
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thats joshua.. laughing....obviously??
ppl ppl ppl, who has faithfuly followed my blog through....
pls do not mistake THIS matthew for the "matt" i used to mention in my posts.
this is the good guy :)
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*drum rolls* THIS........ is my kerja kayu. for kemahiran hidup!!
whoo hoo!! i got a 9 and a half out of ten!! lol. truth be told, almost everyone got a 9 and a half.
lol
the teacher was too generous. lol
lol. anyways, sis and i finished eating and started playing around and i managed this photo which according to eulene, makes her go "droooollliinnnggg"
ok but look closely at the photo and notice my eye thats partially covered by my fringe, it looks RETARDED doesnt it??
LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL
you see the part of carrot at where my sisters eyes is,yea that part is actually loose, so i had to hold teh carrot and my phone cam, and wait for the carrot to turn to THIS angle before i could take the shot. and considering my 1.3 super slow megapixel cam, i had to press the" takepicture" button a few seconds before, so it all works on assumption. and if im lucky, i get shots like this.! LOL
understand?
i know im starting to crap. lol. bear with me
once upon a time, i found my husband, parked in Afcar auto along green lane. the end.XD
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i LOVE this shot. its candid and im sure jolene did not nicely place her shoes like that. she just took it off, left it on the floor and its......just beautiful.
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took this at lone pine beach 2-3 weeks ago.....its not really a perfect shot, but its what i call romantic. lol. only see silhouettes back by some hills and the sea.......ahhhh.......
*swims off to fantasy realm*
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dont ask. its slime. lol. black slime. gooey slimy black slime. lol
and in case you were wondering what those wordings are behind my hand, they're GEOGRAPHY notes. that goes to show how bored i get when i study geography. LOL
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at htis point my eyes are getting really tired and i have yet to start packing for jyr. look at the time, its 11.44 pm already! lol. osim just going to start crapping alot , ae? lol. didnt you noe crapping takes much less time? LOL. neways, this pic.......
dont you think the ballet school floor is really shiny?? LOL
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nice shot, but i dont know what to say. LOL> ballet school window deco?
i bet you cant decipher the middle pic. :p
boo!
while i was at lone pine beach hotel, my fan dropped, and so itook a picture of it. how amazing........*yawns* things to do : pack for jyr and pangkor which is right after jyr, wash my pants, pack the food, decide on a time to wake up, sleep and wake up and post this update
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ok, now i';ve got something to say. this picture from northam beacg cafe's taiwan sausage stall, is so wrong!!!!! it doesnt even look like a sausage......it looks like a ........blergh.
me being bored in the ballet school. and me noticing and taking picture of the curve in in my waist. :p
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me being bored in BM tuition.and guess what? my teacher saw THIS. lol.
me being superly kagum-ed of emanuelle's natural point, high arched ankle. how i wish i had THAT. then it would be so easy to go on point but then, the ankle has to be stronger..........
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ok, now i';ve got something to say. this picture from northam beacg cafe's taiwan sausage stall, is so wrong!!!!! it doesnt even look like a sausage......it looks like a ........blergh.
me being bored in the ballet school. and me noticing and taking picture of the curve in in my waist. :p.jpg)
me being bored in BM tuition.and guess what? my teacher saw THIS. lol.
me being superly kagum-ed of emanuelle's natural point, high arched ankle. how i wish i had THAT. then it would be so easy to go on point but then, the ankle has to be stronger..........oh hallelujah! last but not least, me being bored during exams, and i found this little heart on my school floor. amazing how love is all around us?
LOL.
conclusion : i get bored ALOT.
lol.
i wont be updating for a week, so take 5 days to read this post, or just read it everyday. lol
jyr tomorrow an d pangkor island on wednesday. yipeeeee. oh but why diid YOU have to come?? ma fan niaaa.......sheesh....couldnt you wait for one more week? is it THAT hard to be patient for one more week??? blergh
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